“ | And so Here I am, telling lies again... believing they'll turn true. Even if I end up paying for someday... |
„ |
― Ai Hoshino |
Ai Hoshino「
As an idol, she lived a life of deceit by pretending to genuinely love her fans. After becoming pregnant with the twins, to not squander her reputation, she gave birth and raised them in secret, playing the role of both idol and mother. However, her lies inevitably caught up with her when she was fatally attacked by a disgruntled fan, using her final moments to tell her children that she loved them.
Even after her death, her influence is felt throughout the remainder of the series, with her daughter carrying on her legacy while her son devoted his life to revenge against the one who sold her out, her ex-boyfriend.
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Appearance
Ai was a beautiful and quite thin girl with gradient-colored eyes from purple to pink and a six-pointed star in each of her eyes. She was shown to have brownish-red hair on the first chapter cover, but it is shown to have more of a blue-purplish hair color on the volume cover.
Her idol outfit was adorned in a pink aesthetic of varying degrees of lighter and darker shades. The outfit's design has an overall ruffled appearance. A black belt is located on her waist, and other miscellaneous accessories are present throughout the design: three blue stars on her chest, a heart-shaped necklace on her neck and a bunny hairpin accentuated by two gold stars and a pink ribbon.
Personality
When Ai was very young, her mother Ayumi Hoshino was arrested on a theft charge, and even after her release, she did not care enough to raise Ai anymore, which made her grow up in an orphanage. The environment she suffered being with her abusive mother caused her to think of ways to protect herself. Ai lacked any memory of loving or ever being loved herself, - prominently shown when Ichigo Saitou scouted for idols to start a group. She believed she lacked the qualification to become due to these reasons, showcasing a lack of faith in herself. She became quickly convinced to join when Saitou told her that lying is fine and is, in fact, a desirable trait.
Thus, Ai's perspective started to shift. She convinced herself that lies are a form of love—a love harbored out of the selfish desires of both sides of the spectrum. Ai sought to find an object for her "love.". She wanted to learn how to love by telling her fans that her deceitful lies are, in fact, love. This desire also came when she bore children, but in a different context. She never once said that she loved them because being disingenuous towards them would be terrifying. Nonetheless, she was shown to enjoy her time with her children and was particularly delighted when the twins did an eye-catching performance with idol lightsticks, which stunned the entire venue.
No matter what, lies allowed her to process the world around her. Within these contexts, she never sought to make things right to the point where she was fine to face the consequences of her actions. Lies were her way of expressing love, hoping that one day they would become the truth. Only when a terrible event happened did Ai finally realize she loved her children, a genuine form of love free from impurity and dishonesty. She was relieved and satisfied to finally be able to experience these true feelings. Even before this realization, Ai had grown concerned over their wellbeing and stressed over the prospects of getting better paying jobs in order to provide for them.
According to several characters through the series, Ai had a unique charisma capable of drawing all the attention to herself when she was in the spotlight. Miyako Saitou and Taishi Gotanda commented that Ai was a very uncommon idol and probably they would never get to see anyone like her, stating that she was a rare case among countless idols who wish to be at the top. Ai was notoriously ambitious and a risk-taker to the point of recklessness, best evidenced by her intentions of both continuing her idol career and having children in secret, which was by all accounts extremely dangerous, as it would jeopardize not only her entire career but have harmful ramifications both to her company and coworkers.
When it comes to her private life outside the stage, Ai wasn't very social, and most of her relationships were with people related to the entertainment industry, showing that Ai used to be a loner. Aqua pointed out that Ai didn't have any close friendships, even among her fellow partners at B-Komachi. The seemingly bright and cheerful personality was nothing more than an act that hid her true personality.
It is noted by multiple characters that Ai had a disorderly, impulsive, reckless, clumsy, and asocial behavior with a low level of education, a direct result of growing up in an abusive environment. It wouldn't be until she met her boyfriend that she would have a drastic change in attitude, acting more cheerfully, taking better care of her own appearance, acting more femininely, and reducing her self-destructive inclinations. Although said information was private, observers such as Masaya Kaburagi and Akane Kurokawa were able to correctly deduce that she had found a special someone; the latter in particular was able to observe certain character traits common amongst girls with teen pregnancies, and accurately determine that she had given birth in secret.
Career
Filmography
Film
Television
- Unknown TV Show[7]
Discography
B-Komachi
- Our Sign Is B
- STAR☆T☆RAIN
- HEART's♡KISS
- More than 30 unnamed songs[8]
Manga Appearances
Chapter 1: Mother & Children | Debut |
Chapter 2: Big Brother & Little Sister | Appears |
Chapter 3: Babysitter | Appears |
Chapter 4: How to Smile | Appears |
Chapter 5: Director & Actress | Appears |
Chapter 6: Child Actors | Absent |
Chapter 7: If You Fear Falling, You'll Fall Harder | Appears |
Chapter 8: Ai Hoshino Part 1 | Appears |
Chapter 9: Ai Hoshino Part 2 | Appears |
Chapter 10: Introduction | Flashback |
Chapter 11: Audition | Flashback |
Chapter 12: The Third Option | Absent |
Chapter 13: Procedures | Flashback |
Chapter 14: Connection | Absent |
Chapter 15: The Manga Drama | Absent |
Chapter 16: Acting Skills | Absent |
Chapter 17: Staging | Absent |
Chapter 18: Modest Praise | Absent |
Chapter 19: The Entertainment Department | Absent |
Chapter 20: New Member | Flashback |
Chapter 21: The Dating Reality Show | Flashback |
Chapter 22: Wannabe Idol | Absent |
Chapter 23: A Mark | Absent |
Chapter 24: Egosearch | Absent |
Chapter 25: Up in Flames | Absent |
Chapter 26: Storm | Absent |
Chapter 27: Viral | Absent |
Chapter 28: Role Creation | Imagined |
Chapter 29: Perfect Copy | Imagined |
Chapter 30: The First | Mentioned |
Chapter 31: Love for Real | Absent |
Chapter 32: Appropriate Age | Absent |
Chapter 33: Motivation | Flashback |
Chapter 34: Center | Flashback |
Chapter 35: Responsible | Absent |
Chapter 36: The Night Before | Flashback |
Chapter 37: Pressure | Absent |
Chapter 38: Group Fan | Flashback |
Chapter 39: A Job That's Kinda Fun | Absent |
Chapter 40: Sore Loser | Absent |
Chapter 41: Introductions | Absent |
Chapter 42: Read-Through | Absent |
Chapter 43: The Losing Heroine | Absent |
Chapter 44: The Visit | Absent |
Chapter 45: The Telephone Game | Absent |
Chapter 46: Theater | Absent |
Chapter 47: Studio Visit | Absent |
Chapter 48: Crunch Time | Absent |
Chapter 49: Rewriting | Absent |
Chapter 50: Emotional Acting | Flashback |
Chapter 51: Inquiry | Flashback |
Chapter 52: Boyfriend, Girlfriend | Absent |
Chapter 53: Playboy | Absent |
Chapter 54: Axis of a Conflict | Absent |
Chapter 55: Opening | Pictured |
Chapter 56: Beginning of Competition | Absent |
Chapter 57: Lousy | Absent |
Chapter 58: Growth | Absent |
Chapter 59: Admiration | Absent |
Chapter 60: The Sun | Absent |
Chapter 61: Play Along | Absent |
Chapter 62: Ad-lib | Absent |
Chapter 63: Genius Actor | Absent |
Chapter 64: Trigger | Flashback |
Chapter 65: Regret | Flashback |
Chapter 66: The Curtain Falls | Absent |
Chapter 67: Drinking Party | Flashback |
Chapter 68: Liberation | Pictured |
Chapter 69: Room Tour | Flashback |
Chapter 70: Flame | Mentioned |
Chapter 71: Pedestrian Bridge | Absent |
Chapter 72: Freedom | Absent |
Chapter 73: Smart | Absent |
Chapter 74: Takachiho | Absent |
Chapter 75: Mother and Mother | Flashback |
Chapter 76: Music Video | Flashback |
Chapter 77: Reunion | Absent |
Chapter 78: Use | Absent |
Chapter 79: Duty | Flashback |
Chapter 80: Wish | Absent |
Chapter 81: Rapid Progress | Absent |
Chapter 82: B-Komachi Night | Absent |
Chapter 83: Obsessed | Flashback |
Chapter 84: Hard Selling | Absent |
Chapter 85: Calculation | Flashback |
Chapter 86: AD | Absent |
Chapter 87: Lies | Absent |
Chapter 88: Offer | Absent |
Chapter 89: Cosplay | Absent |
Chapter 90: Compliance | Absent |
Chapter 91: Dig Deep | Absent |
Chapter 92: Ritual Purification | Absent |
Chapter 93: Leak | Screen |
Chapter 94: Breakthrough | Flashback |
Chapter 95: Blindness | Flashback |
Chapter 96: White Roses | Flashback |
Chapter 97: Together | Absent |
Chapter 98: Going Astray | Absent |
Chapter 99: Drinking | Absent |
Chapter 100: Industry | Absent |
Chapter 101: Predicament | Absent |
Chapter 102: Idol and Love | Absent |
Chapter 103: Scandal | Absent |
Chapter 104: Countermeasure | Absent |
Chapter 105: Reporter | Pictured |
Chapter 106: Breaking Off | Pictured |
Chapter 107: Friends | Mentioned |
Chapter 108: Plan | Pictured |
Chapter 109: Night | Absent |
Chapter 110: How It Began | Flashback |
Chapter 111: Mammon-Worship and Passion | Absent |
Chapter 112: Towards the Future | Flashback |
Chapter 113: Commercial Work | Absent |
Chapter 114: Interpersonal Audition | Absent |
Chapter 115: Roles | Flashback |
Chapter 116: Responsibility | Imagined |
Chapter 117: Panda | Absent |
Chapter 118: Activation | Flashback |
Chapter 119: Biological Mother | Absent |
Chapter 120: Lack of Ability | Absent |
Chapter 121: Sarina Tendouji | Flashback |
Chapter 122: Doc | Pictured |
Chapter 123: Bad Move | Pictured |
Chapter 124: Reversal | Flashback |
Chapter 125: Dazzled | Flashback |
Chapter 126: Management | Absent |
Chapter 127: Scouting A Girl | Absent |
Chapter 128: Script Reading | Portrayed |
Chapter 129: Piece | Portrayed |
Chapter 130: Basic Tactic | Screen |
Chapter 131: Atonement | Portrayed |
Chapter 132: Nino | Portrayed |
Chapter 133: Acting | Portrayed |
Chapter 134: Depths | Imagined |
Chapter 135: By Her Side | Imagined |
Chapter 136: Fight | Portrayed |
Chapter 137: Idol | Flashback |
Chapter 138: Amends | Absent |
Chapter 139: Lookism | Portrayed |
Chapter 140: Is This Right? | Portrayed |
Chapter 141: Chain | Portrayed |
Chapter 142: Responsibility | Mentioned |
Chapter 143: Blind Follower | Portrayed |
Chapter 144: Fan of the Originals | Absent |
Chapter 145: Children | Portrayed |
Chapter 146: Role | Portrayed |
Chapter 147: Wish | Portrayed |
Chapter 148: End of Summer | Absent |
Chapter 149: By the Sea | Absent |
Chapter 150: Knife | Imagined |
Chapter 151: Catch Ball | Absent |
Chapter 152: Interview | Mentioned |
Chapter 153: Fiction | Flashback |
Chapter 154: 15-Year Lie | Flashback |
Chapter 155: Happy End | Pictured |
Chapter 156: MEMe | Absent |
Chapter 157: An Ordinary Day, A Wonderful Day | Flashback |
Chapter 158: Jewel | Imagined |
Chapter 159: Resonance | Imagined |
Chapter 160: Eye | Absent |
Chapter 161: Future | Mentioned |
Chapter 162: Aqua Hoshino | Flashback |
Chapter 163: You | Imagined |
Chapter 164: Finale | Absent |
Chapter 165: And Then | Pictured |
Chapter 166: Star | Pictured |
Chapter 90.5 | Absent |
Interlude Chapter 1 | Absent |
Interlude Chapter 2 | Absent |
Interlude Chapter 3 | Absent |
Interlude Chapter 4 | Flashback |
Anime Appearances
Episode 1: Mother and Children | Debut |
Episode 2: Third Option | Flashback |
Episode 3: Manga Based TV Drama | Absent |
Episode 4: Actors | Absent |
Episode 5: Reality Dating Show | Flashback |
Episode 6: Egosurfing | Absent |
Episode 7: Buzz | Pictured |
Episode 8: First Time | Imagined |
Episode 9: B-Komachi | Flashback |
Episode 10: Pressure | Flashback |
Episode 11: Idol | Flashback |
Episode 12: Tokyo Blade | Flashback |
Episode 13: The Telephone Game | Absent |
Episode 14: Rewriting | Absent |
Episode 15: Emotional Acting | Flashback |
Episode 16: The Curtain Rises | Screen |
Episode 17: Growth | Absent |
Episode 18: Sun | Absent |
Episode 19: Trigger | Flashback |
Episode 20: Dream | Flashback |
Episode 21: Liberation | Pictured |
Episode 22: Freedom | Imagined |
Episode 23: Reunion | Absent |
Episode 24: Wish | Flashback |
Etymology
Together, her full name means "wild star eyes" as a caricature of her double star eyes. When pronounced, it can also be interpreted as "desires of love".
- The name Ai, when written in katakana (アイ), means "eye", but when written in kanji (愛 or 藍), it could mean:
- 愛 - "love, affection".
- 藍 - "indigo".
- Ai's surname Hoshino means "star" (星) (hoshi) and "field, wild/wilderness" (野/野生) (no).
- The pronunciation of Hoshino (ほしの) is similar to (欲しいの), which means "Desire of".
Trivia
Spoilers Ahead!
- Ai's death resembles the real-life stabbing of Mayu Tomita, a 20-year-old Japanese singer and actress, in May 2016. Tomita originally became famous by playing a fictional idol named Ai Takano in the web drama Secret Girls. The perpetrator in Tomita's stabbing was a 27-year-old fan who had harassed her online and sent her unsolicited gifts. Twelve days before the attack, Tomita reported the harassment to the police out of fear for her safety, but they dismissed the case. Tomita survived the attack, but received lasting physical and psychological injuries. The incident led the Japanese national government to revise its anti-stalking laws to include online harassment.
- Ai has two stars in her eyes compared to her children, who only have one each (Aqua Hoshino has one in his right eye and Ruby Hoshino has one in her left).
- As the mix of Aqua and Ruby's eyes colors results in purple, this is an allusion that they are half of their mother.
- Ai's smartphone [9] & blog account password, "45510" is the initial of the four founding members of B-Komachi[10]. The number corresponds to the Japanese flick keyboard:
- Takamine (た Ta): 4
- Nino (に Ni): Double 5 (If using a flip phone, double press な Na to get に Ni)
- Ai (あ A): 1
- Watanabe (わ Wa): 0
- Tsukuyomi remarked that Ai's children were originally "soulless" before the souls of Gorou Amamiya and Sarina Tendouji entered their bodies, implying she had a stillbirth.[11]
- Ai's glowstick idol color is red, which is the reason why when Ruby becomes an idol like her mom, she also chooses red as her glowstick color.[12]
- Ai shares her first name with Ai Hayasaka from Kaguya Sama: Love is War, another manga which was also written by Aka Akasaka.
- Nothing is known about Ai's father.
References
- ↑ Oshi no Ko Official Anime Website: TALENT -アニメ『【推しの子】』公式サイト- (in Japanese).
- ↑ Oshi no Ko Manga: Ch. 1 (p. 17).
- ↑ Oshi no Ko Manga: Ch. 2 (p. 9).
- ↑ Oshi no Ko Manga: Ch. 7 (p. 3).
- ↑ Oshi no Ko Manga: Ch. 9 (p. 18).
- ↑ Oshi no Ko Manga: Ch. 5 (p. 3).
- ↑ Oshi no Ko Manga: Ch. 5.
- ↑ Oshi no Ko Manga: Ch. 33.
- ↑ Oshi no Ko Manga: Ch. 14 (p. 16), Aqua crack Ai's smartphone password.
- ↑ 10.0 10.1 Novel by Akasaka Aka titled "45510".
- ↑ Oshi no Ko Manga: Ch. 75 (p. 18).
- ↑ Oshi no Ko Manga: Ch. 38 (p. 4).