Thesis: To consider what the chance intersection of ideal beauty and intellectual confusion would mean in determining the fate of Earth. Phase 1: While touring San Francisco, I stayed at the Sir Francis Drake. The bartenders were adequate. Phase 2: I began a blog. I learned romance might exist, but depends upon whether a man and a woman can tread the maze individually and reach its center at the exact same instant in time. Phase 3: The center comes and goes as if it were a mirage.
The Frederic Chopin statue at Royal Baths Park in Warsaw.
Warsaw & Chicago & Birmingham & Fram
In my reply to a comment from Anita a few
days ago regarding the paintings of Eugene Delacroix, I wrote these words: "I also like his portrait of Frederic Chopin because I like Chopin's music and because there is a huge
statue of Chopin at the Royal Baths Park in Warsaw at which I once spent a few hours
contemplating and photographing on a sunny, early spring afternoon. It is a happy
memory, and seeing Delacroix's piece stirs that memory to the surface."
(You did not know there were some comments for the October 22 post, did you ?? Some individuals are very creative in
finding loopholes to comment cutoffs.)
It was not a "Saturday in the park," as Chicago sang, but, rather, a Wednesday -- Wednesday, March 31, 2010, to be precise -- and, there was ice cream. No matter the day, I decided to publish two of the photographs I took that afternoon in a park in Warsaw of a statue of Frederic Chopin.
One photo is from afar, one is from as
near as I could be without climbing up onto Chopin himself. That would not have
been respectful. However, respectful or not, I cannot help but commenting that I do
not like the look on his face .... or, should I say, on this particular statue's
face. It is a rather condescending gaze, a rather arrogant stare. I suppose if
one could create music as he created it, the expression might be understood and
forgiven. There is a well-known composition by Chopin here for you to judge for
yourself regarding his talent.
I also thought I might mention that
between this post and my last, I have purchased two more firearms. Surprised,
hah ?? Me and guns !! Uffff !!
It was two on Saturday, the first time
I recall having bought two guns the same day. One is an old acquaintance in the
form of a Colt 1911 Series 70 Combat Commander in .45 caliber. I have more than
a few Colt 1911s in various configurations. This one was made in 1975, looks
like new and, possibly, has never been fired. Think of that -- forty years old and never fired. It will be when it arrives here from Chicago -- from an attorney's office, not from a park or a band's
recording studio. The Series 70, incidentally, is considered by many to be the "gold standard" among 1911 pistols, and to obtain one in "like new" condition is fabulous.
The other is a rifle made in Birmingham, England -- my first English rifle. My understanding is that the Birmingham Small Arms Company (BSA) has not manufactured rifles for some time. I will try to date this one when it arrives from Provo, Utah. It is in .222 caliber --
triple deuce -- a caliber around which a sort of cult hovers. This particular rifle was
among those manufactured for Herters, a real legend in Minnesota and the Upper
Midwest as an outlet of all manner of gear known to mankind for hunters and
fishermen. Great recipe books, too -- so I am told. Herters still exists, but only as a sliver
of the family-owned firm as it was a generation ago.
Hmmmm .... those two bring the total to almost
$10,000 spent to purchase guns during the past twelve months. Sort of silly, hah ?? .... but,
boys will be boys. And, that total does not count the money spent buying accessories such as telescopic sights and holsters, or ammunition, which amounts to a few thousand more. Small change to some, but not for most of us.
I am sure all this absolutely
fascinated each and every one of you, he says with a smile on his lips. But,
fascination by one is all that is necessary, if you get my drift. To end where we began, what do Chopin and guns have in common? Why me, of course ....
A trend of mine the past few months has been measuring years by people I have known along the way. Most of us meet a few memorable ones. When there are
people you would love to meet and to speak with, but you cannot because they came
to this earth and left it long before your own time, the best alternative for
knowing them seems to be reading what they wrote or, in this instance,
examining what they painted. I have had just such an opportunity. This painting,
entitled, "Liberty Leading the People," is an oil on canvas completed in 1830 by
Ferdinand Victor Eugene Delacroix. It is
housed in the Louvre-Lens in northern France, but thirty other of Delacroix's works,
along with forty-five paintings by other artists who ushered in Modernism, are now on display
at the Minneapolis Institute of Art (Mia .... http://new.artsmia.org/). Read on below, if you wish to know
more. To accompany the illustration and the words is a video I have used three
or four or five times in the past. What better than my favorite band -- the old, original, genuine Boston -- performing, "A Man I'll Never Be," and my favorite Impressionist -- Claude Monet -- one among the artists who are part of this show and whose work also is
present in Mia's permanent collection. I feel compelled to mention an inexplicable,
continuing thread which began with my posts about Sylvia Plath and moved along
through Pete Ham and Tom Evans of Badfinger and now appears again through Brad
Delp, the Boston vocalist. Like the others, he killed himself. He was age
fifty-five at the time of his death.
In case you are passing by .... I will make this sort of short and sweet. About fifteen miles from my current
residency, a half-hour in time for driving and parking and walking to an entry,
is a building in which I found a dream-like existence for a few hours a few days
ago. I say another existence because how
often does one walk among paintings which are the works of Pierre-Auguste
Renoir, Claude Monet, Henri Matisse, Edouard Manet, Vincent Van Gogh, Paul
Gauguin, Edgar Degas and, perhaps a bit lesser known, Eugene Delacroix? The building is known as the
Minneapolis Institute of Art (Mia), and it currently is featuring an exhibition entitled,
"Delacroix's Influence: The Rise of Modern Art from Cezanne to Van Gogh." The
show features thirty of Delacroix's pieces and forty-five works from the
artists just mentioned, as well as others. To be honest, I could only name a
single painting by Delacroix -- "Liberty Leading the People" .... the one used as illustration with this post -- before I heard of and went to this exhibition. Now, much more of his work will be burned into my psyche. Words like archaic and obsolete might
be used to describe my tastes/preferences in art, so I will not attempt to critique this
show or wear the guise of a reviewer beyond saying that it was like passing
along portals entering my concept of heaven. This group is at the edge of where I begin to look
for the off ramp in respect to many schools of painting and, not being the
politically correct type, I will not pretend to like something I do not. Most of this stuff, however, I absolutely love. The show continues through January 10,
2016, so, as the pitch goes, if you happen to be in town, consider seeing it.
Unless you are a tree stump, you will become intoxicated by the atmosphere itself and lose yourself in the majesty of the art which surrounds you.
This post also is a reminder that I do not live in the hinterlands; it is only that I often wish I did and, possibly, will again -- to walk in woodlands and to canoe and to swim in clear water beneath a blue sky
with endlessly drifting clouds. Only that can surpass a walk among the paintings from the brush
of Delacroix and that of his contemporaries and successors.
Books well worn from being well read .... if I had to
name one book I value most, it most likely would be a slim volume entitled, "The Lessons of
History," by Will and Ariel Durant. Actually (I love that word), I have about thirty
books beyond those shown here written by the Durants, all read at least once and tucked away in boxes in a back bedroom awaiting shelves to place them upon or the next move, whichever happens first. Durant was a teacher, a philosopher, a historian and, together with his wife, Ariel, formed a prolific writing team. You might notice adjacent to the
Durants are books by Joseph Campbell. He was a mythologist, a writer, a teacher
of literature and a lecturer. One of his books was entitled, "The Hero with a
Thousand Faces." I have read it and, I think, everything else in book form
written by Campbell. He and Durant are among my "heroes." I have not mentioned
Campbell often, while the Durants appear here periodically. I will turn more to
Campbell someday, but tonight leans on the Durants again. One of the things I
like most about both men, beyond the workings of their minds, is the fact they
both married women who once had been their students. Read into that what you
wish. As for the music, I have used this song before. Other than I
like its sound and anything that has to do with the color blue, "Baby Blue," by
Badfinger is about love which might have been, but was lost in the turmoil of living
life .... seems to be a good fit here.
Some dialogue
between Dudley, an angel,
and Julia, the bishop's wife, who does not know Dudley is an angel, from the
novella, "The Bishop's Wife" by Robert
Nathan -- 1928
Julia: But people do grow old.
Dudley: No, not everybody. Only those
who were born old to begin with. You, Julia, were born young. You'll remain
that way. Julia: I wish I could believe you. Dudley: You may. Julia: .... I simply don't know what to
think of you, Dudley. Whether you're serious -- or joking. Dudley: Well, I'm at my most serious
when I am joking.
Treat others
as you wish to be treated
There have
been past posts in which I wrote about working in a prison system .... actually,
running one for a time. It probably was among the most interesting work I have done
because of the intricacies of the relationships between individuals
incarcerated there and those who worked there.
There was a
point where I operated a unit in which I had the worst and the weakest inmates
together. It seemed like sort of a challenge at the time, and I relished it. I
took the meanest, those in on alcohol and drug offenses, those on the edge of crazy, the racists, killers, rapists, the con
men, the dumbest, the brightest, those in on big time felonies, those in on
pretty petty stuff, the youngest, the oldest. I took them all, about two
hundred of them at any one time, and mixed them up in a building that once had
been a college dormitory.
The trick was
to keep them all relatively happy, to have them (both inmates and guards)
follow the rules, avoid fights, keep contraband out (drugs, home-made hooch),
and live in relative harmony.
I did a pretty
damn good job at it, and had a number of successful "graduates" and very few
who seriously hated my guts. The primary reason this was possible was because of one basic rule: Treat others the way you would wish to be treated if roles were reversed. I was told that the first day I went to work there, and I lived by those words in as much as it was possible. Do not get me wrong. I also consider myself a mirror, and when you look at my behavior you probably are seeing a reflection of your own .... and, misbehavior is not advisable. I can be an absolute hammer, both verbally and physically when it seems appropriate and necessary. People always have a choice with me, and occasionally someone will make the wrong choice simply because I approach with a smile and a kind word. Never mistake a smile and a kind word as a sign of weakness.
The moral of
this piece is that if a group such as that just described can get along, live among
one another, keep relative peace and tranquility, why cannot Republicans and
Democrats do the same and get along? How about Muslims and Christians? How about black and
white and yellow and red? (I suppose that one is politically incorrect.)
Anyway, I assume you get my drift.
The reason is
quite simple. Inside the "joint," there is "the man" who runs it. Hopefully, he
will be a benevolent dictator. On the outside, we increasingly live in a "me
first" environment where everyone wants to be "the man" -- or "the woman." As historian and philosopher Will Durant correctly explained
it -- freedom and equality are opposing forces and cannot flourish together:
"For freedom
and equality are sworn and everlasting enemies, and when one prevails, the
other dies." It is amazing how many people cannot comprehend that.
Durant goes on to explain his thesis, but, from my point of view, the logic of the statement needs no further explanation,
only a bit of thought.If you read only
one book in your life, I would suggest "The Lessons of History" by Will and
Ariel Durant. There are no miracles in it, only reality as defined and demonstrated by actual
history. And, if you are among the "history is written by the winners" crowd,
you are a literal tree stump and I am sorry to have wasted your precious time. Reality, past and present, is there for anyone who cares to look for it -- sometimes even dig for it, both literally and figuratively.
As the system
now exists in the United States, we are drifting into anarchy. If individuals
cannot learn to treat others the way they wish to be treated, there will be big
time trouble -- no doubt.
I will leave
it at that, maybe to resume another day, maybe not.
The three faces of Eve .... whoops, I mean of Sylvia Plath. If you do not understand that connection .... well, tough. The only hint I will offer is that it deals with a case study of a personality disorder and is in reference to a psychiatric situation which may (or may not) be related to the problems encountered by Plath. Neither will I provide any specific explanation for the presence
of this song -- "What Is and What Should Never Be." I have used it before, both the Led Zeppelin version and the rendition by the Black Crowes with Jimmy Page. Anyway, if after listening to the piece you cannot figure out how and why it is appropriate to this post .... well, tough. I am pretty ornery tonight, ain't I ?? Must be my personality ....
Words written by Sigmund Freud
in "The Letters of Sigmund Freud and Otto Rank:
Inside Psychoanalysis"
"Life is impoverished, it loses in interest, when the highest stake in the game of living, life itself, may not be risked. It becomes as shallow and empty as, let us say, an American flirtation."
"And happiness is what you need so bad, girl,
the answer lies with you ...."
These past few posts have absolutely not been meant to form a critique of Sylvia Plath's life or work. I have read only one
biography and her one and only novel, plus some odds and ends biographical material. These posts, then, simply form a few thoughts and
observations, and here are what probably will be the final few paragraphs about her from me:
As I mentioned in a comment to Smareis
for my September 24 post, I have dated women who were mentally unbalanced to
one degree or another (in my opinion) and part of my work experience has been
with convicted felons, both men and women, in a prison setting. I know the difference between sane
people who do crazy things and people who are legally and/or medically crazy.
For instance, I once had an inmate secretary/clerk who had left her baby in a
house and set the house on fire. She was a good worker, reliable and everything
about her superficially seemed to indicate a gentle person. Her act was crazy, she was not. I
am not sure which was the case with Plath. I also knew someone who was subjected to shock treatment
about the same time Plath underwent it. His reaction was like Plath's -- blue flashes, jolting and noise: "If anyone does that to me again I'll kill myself." Reading the biography, "Pain, Parties, Work: Sylvia Plath in New York, Summer 1953," and her novel, "The Bell Jar," gave me a sense of who Plath was, but not enough insight to be sure of the depth of her mental abnormalities. I do know that still, after completing both books, I really do not like her as a
person and would have ignored her on the "college dating circuit." I
am curious mostly about the last year of her life and, maybe, will look for
biographical material in that regard. I
think Plath was an excellent writer, and might have become a great one, although Bell Jar seems to
me to be only an average novel. For whatever reason, "Confessions of Felix Krull, Confidence Man," by Thomas Mann, and similar fiction kept popping into my mind while reading Bell Jar. She
painted pictures very well with words. She seemed wise beyond her years at
times, but then I would remind myself that Bell Jar is not the book of a
nineteen-year-old as it seems to be, rather the work of an experienced woman approaching thirty
looking back at her comprehensive, teenage journals and turning them into sort of novel form. I
still do not grasp her prominence in the feminist movement, unless it simply is
because she recognized the social/work inequality between men and women and
spoke out about it loudly and clearly in Bell Jar. She described one man she dated as a woman-hater, and apparently felt there was no shortage of them: "I began to see why woman-haters could make such fools of women .... They
descended, and then they disappeared. You could never catch one." Perhaps oddly, Plath seems to me to have become a man-hater, in a sense, but it also caught my eye when she wrote she had not been happy since the age of nine, which translates into since soon after the death of her father. I would speculate that is one of the keys to unlocking Plath's psychology, although I imagine it would not be a popular argument with the politically correct crowd. I like that she held James Joyce's, "Finnegans Wake" in low regard. I do, too .... in fact, lower than low. I said earlier that I had come to the conclusion I did not like her -- at least during her college years. Never-the-less, I would have
relished going out on a date or two with her and talked and talked and talked -- sort of a voyage of discovery -- but, I am not the sort of guy she would have dated in college. I do wonder, however, if I would have changed my opinion and come to like her a decade later, when she was more experienced with life, married, a mother, a published writer and living in the hinterland between normalcy and psychosis. Remember, this has not been a book review or a critique about Sylvia Plath's life or lone novel, "The Bell Jar," but more like a few random notes about things which entered my mind while reading material by her and about her. I am glad I read these things and
learned as much as I did about her, and I would recommend her work to anyone and
everyone.
Bachelor of Arts with a double major in English (= literature) and history (= reality). Master of Arts in literature. Once upon a time, U.S. Marine Corps = Semper Fidelis. These things pretty much explain everything there is to know about me.
Other than that, ask, if you actually are curious .... I like to drift where the current takes me within this endless sea of blogs, read what others write in their blogs, observe, learn, question and, hopefully, understand, while offering a few comments of my own along the way .... by the way, the photo of me actually is me .... was me .... will be me .... hmmmm ....
Wabi-Sabi. A Kind Monster
-
Trying to photograph the long, intertwined roots of an old tree was not
successful. The roots were fascinating, but no matter what I did, I
couldn'...
Garceta común (Egretta garzetta)
-
El otoño avanza en el Cantábrico con días soleados y temperaturas de más de
veinte grados. Con esta inusual climatología empiezan a regresar las aves
que ...
Fotocursus voor compactcamera
-
Als fotograaf en cursusleider krijg ik vaak de vraag of je echt een dure
spiegelreflex- of systeemcamera nodig hebt om goede foto’s te maken. Het
antwoor...
COLANTARE DUBA
-
Colantare Auto Duba la Graphis Advertising: Transforma vehiculul într-un
adevărat instrument de marketing!
*Graphis Advertising* îți oferă soluț...
This or this? #9
-
Normally when I do this feature I give you two photos from which to choose.
(once I gave you two pairs) This time I have four photos with the same
subject....
¿Te vienes de biblioteca?
-
Será el próximo jueves 17 de octubre a las 18:30 h. en la Biblioteca
Pública José Luis Sampedro.
C/ Felipe el Hermoso, 4 Chamberí (Madrid)
Metro Iglesia
...
update
-
I think a little up date is good
Det er lenge siden jeg har vært her og blogget
Men her er noen søte svaner med baby
Jeg syns de er veldig fine og ...
Taituroiva orava
-
Orava (Sciurus vulgaris) Nähtävissä on että talviturkki alkanut
muuttua jo ruskeammansävyiseksi. Useita oravia on pihapiirin
lähettyvillä. Vauhdikasta m...
The Portable Jack Kerouac
-
I have lots of things to teach you now,
in case we ever meet, concerning the message
that was transmitted to me under a pine tree in North Carolina
...
A Carteira Perdida!
-
*A Carteira Perdida é uma belíssima história de amor verídica, que recebi
já traduzida faz um bom tempo por via e-mail. Ao procurar quem escreveu uma
car...
Time to Press 'Pause'
-
I'm not quitting, just taking a break
In my natural habitat (photo by Deborah Jaffe)
I started this blog in June 2007. After an uncertain beginning, it pr...
UNIWIGS
-
Hello my beloved readers! I am glad that there are still so many of you
with me. Even though I'm not the best blogger, haha. Let's start with what
really ...
Blogini osoite ja nimi on muuttunut
-
*Tervetuloa lukijaksi uuteen blogiini*
* te kaikki tämän vanhan blogin lukijat*
*sekä myös uudet lukijat.*
*Pääset tästä linkistä uuteen ➣ Kuvallista bl...
4 years ago
Romance, from Fram
I discovered Romance might yet exist, but it depends upon whether a man and a woman can tread the maze, individually, and reach its center at the same moment in time.
The Actual Instant of Love, from Fram
I am a jealous guy, of the sort John Lennon sang about. Any man who says he is not a jealous guy either has no genuine depth of feelings for the woman he is saying it about or is a liar. I can remember very distinctly, for example, when my feelings for my wife vanished. It happened in an instant. When love vanished, so did jealousy.
Actual love happens in an instant, I believe, although it does not always seem to be that way. I am not talking about "love at first sight," but, rather, "love at first instant." This means two people might have known each other for weeks, even for years, before the "instant" occurs. It comes with a single sentence spoken by one, or a single action taken by one, that strikes the other like lightning.
Affection grows; love is born. Love also disappears in an instant, I believe, although it does not always seem to happen that way. Incidental to my point, I do not believe in "love at first sight." That is no more than simple, physical or emotional attraction, which is the cause of countless and never-ending problems.
Happiness is momentary, from Fram
When I was age eighteen, a wise, old man of twenty-six told me that happiness is a momentary thing. It might last for minutes or days or weeks or, sometimes, even for a few years. But, like life itself, happiness is a transitory thing and, like fate, it is capricious. At some point along the road, I came to realize this wise, old man had been right.
The Three Sorts of Friends ....
Though friendships differ endless in degree, The sorts, methinks, may be reduced to three. Acquaintance many, and Conquaintance few; But for Inquaintance I know only two -- The friend I've mourned with, and the maid I woo!
Samuel Taylor Coleridge poet & philosopher Fragment 10: "The Three Sorts of Friends"
Time retains ....
Time retains its sacred right to meddle in each earthly affair. Still, time's unbounded power that makes a mountain crumble, moves seas, rotates a star, won't be enough to tear lovers apart: they are too naked, too embraced, too much like timid sparrows.
Old age is, in my book, the price that felons pay, so don't whine that it's steep: you'll stay young if you're good. Suffering doesn't insult the body. Death? It comes in your sleep, exactly as it should.
When it comes, you'll be dreaming that you don't need to breathe; that breathless silence is the music of the dark and it's part of the rhythm to vanish like a spark.
Wislawa Szymborska poet, essayist & translator Nobel Prize for Poetry 1996 "Entropy"
Yesterday is History ....
Yesterday is History, 'Tis so far away -- Yesterday is Poetry -- 'Tis Philosophy --
Yesterday is mystery -- Where it is Today While we shrewdly speculate Flutter both away.
Emily Dickinson poet "Yesterday is History"
Never the answers
The most interesting thing in the world is another human being who wonders, suffers and raises the questions that have bothered him to the last day of his life, knowing he will never get the answers.
Will Durant historian, philosopher, teacher
The equality of man
Those who hammer their guns into plows will plow for those who do not.
Thomas Jefferson president, patriot, free thinker
The audience
Better to write for yourself and have no public than to write for the public and have no self.
Cyril Connolly writer, editor, literary critic
I am free
I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them. I am free because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything I do. Robert Heinlein science fiction writer philosopher
Marine Corps Forever, from Fram
To all Marines, those among the dead, those who still live, those yet to be born: Semper Fidelis, to the end of time ....
Have gun .... will travel
Once upon a time: "She said, There is no reason ...."
Time & again ....
Time .... he's waiting in the wings .... he speaks of senseless things .... but, if you could heal a broken heart, wouldn't time be out to charm you?
Voluspo 28-29
Alone I sat when the Old One sought me .... The terror of gods, and gazed in mine eyes .... "What hast thou to ask? why comest thou hither? .... Othin, I know where thine eye is hidden" .... Deep in the wide-famed well of Mimir .... Mead from the pledge of Othin each morn .... Does Mimir drink: would you know yet more? ....