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please forgive me for any mistakes im not very good with technology outside of basic stuff ;-;

so ive been looking for ways to play video games or vns online, and i thought of downloading the files and see where they could run :3; i tried today with the angelo’s armas vn app with i downloaded from here -> (https://www.nitroplus.co.jp/pc/lineup/into_07/tenshi_down.html), and i tried opening the app on my computer…it obviously didnt work ;-;. im not sure why though…i have windows 10 on my computer (im not sure abt more, which i’ll expand on later) so ig the game isnt compatible with it???? probably bc is old. and in japanese. fuck ;-;. how can i install it then??? or where does it run…?? i might google smth abt it later; it seems it was released in january of 2005 for windows, and according to wikipedia, the windows version at the moment was windows nt (i might be wrong though) so ig thats why is incompatible. if any1 knows where it can run pls tell me :).

speaking of programs where to run old games, while looking for files i found the denpa archive (https://denpaarchive.neocities.org/), which is a place where an angel sent from heaven translates and uploads for free some cool vns, and it had some i was looking for (saya no uta and dramatical murder, and it also has sweet pool and other interesting games hehe), and since the person running it is, again, and angel sent from heaven, it also has a a tutorial on how to run them :D!!!! there, i found out abt this app called oracle vm virtual box, which seems to be some sort of emulator that allows u to configurate old versions of programs to run old video games. ngl, i didnt knew abt it and it honestly seems pretty usefut, but for some reason i wasn’t able to install it, and im pretty sure it was again due to some weird windows version, ill check that later lol. i also tried looking for a web version, and suprisingly i found smth!!! i can also transfer files from my computer there, so my file of angelos armas could be compatible there???? i dont have very clear which windows version is used there (it says windows 10 but im sure it isnt, mainly since i tried transferring some images from my computer and it didnt work) but is worth the shot anyway.

i hope i can figure this out at some point hehe :3

we’re going out of school this week :D!! FINALLY, IM ESCAPING OF THIS BORING HELL AAAa/hj
i dont think ill have to stay for much this week, since most of what we’re doing is receiving our final grades. ive only received the history one (9.2, its ok ig), and besides that, ig 2day i’ll finish my spanish final project and nothing else ig

i want to do some projects in vacation (for example, the “luce vs ryo asuka in the final battle of devilman crybaby”) and chat with my online pookie. maybe i could watch some movies and make my epic set up to watch movies/read manga/play vns. im looking foward to go to my new drawing lessons :D

apparently im cursed with not being able to mantain friendships for over a year, ever since i lost my old friend group (like 2 years ago)

i find this quite nonsensical, but taking into account how ive lost my previous only two friends due to lack of touch (one moved to another school and is busy as hell, and other one got extremely busy with academics and i think she made new friends, and we dont talk much by text) and it seems other of my current friends is going down the same path…is makes weird sense. i hope is not true though, i dont wanna lose my online pookie i love them sm ;-;

i hope this isnt true tbh, and i hope i will be able to avoid it ;-;

since my life is the least intresting thing in existence/hj, im going to talk about my experience going through (rn and for the next 4 years) a frequent and important situation...attending school :D B)/hj

sooo...im currently in eight grade, and as my life nothing intresting happens to me there. im going to give some context about the school i go to before: is a private one, we have 13 years and aproximately 600 students in total (so each year has aproximately 46 six students per year who are divided in 2 groups), our academic average is good and...idk what else, that seems the most important stuff :3. oh and we have a partnership with a kindergarden, since most kids who graduate from it go to our school to start their elementary years and is a catholic school.

academically, my school would seem to have an intense program, which im not going to deny, but it isnt THAT bad??? sure, sometimes we do pretty hard stuff, but not everything is like it. the hardest subjects are science, spanish and history since our teachers are obssesed with make us think critically and are pretty strict, dont get me wrong, those are very important skills, BUT sometimes excercises get a little too hard ;-;...and dont even get me started on final projects i fucking hate those. but the rest are ok, the other important subjects (english and math) are pretty easy, and the math teacher is lazy af so we do nothing there. the rest of the subjects are either fine or just useless (and tbh i often skip them), and tbh i could use them to work on the hard subjects, BECAUSE THE HARD SUBJECTS ARE HARD AF, to give u an idea of how wild things can get, this 2nd trimester's final science project was to code an ecriptation system on scratch that somehow use everything we've sawn on the last and this trimester. yeah ;-;, but it seems this makes college less hard soo...

besides mandatory subjects, we have a technology and science program who's only purpose is to establish the school's reputation on competitions (no joke thats the thing they care mostly about) or support kids who like it. most of the kids there are pretty smart (for obvious reasons im not there im a dumbass ;-;) but we arent very strong contestants, imo most of it is just for advertasing so people wont complain about the monthly pay idk, but tbh most of the stuff they do is waaaayyyy to hard so i get why they cant do their best everytime. we also have the onu program, WHICH IS FUCKING HELL HOW TF ARE PEOPLE CAPABLE OF COMPLETING IT AND ACTUALLY DO A GOOD JOB IS TOO COMPLICATED AAAAA (i tried appliyng this year and it sucked ;-;, but tbh i was pretty irresponsible with it because casually we need to do the big stuff on the second trimester, JUST WHEN WE HAD THE SCIENCE PROJECT I PREVIOUSLY MENTIONED there's no way i was able to complete both of them BUT SOME PEOPLE SOMEHOW DID my respects to them) and an ultimate final project: each year has a different one and while it isnt related to any subject, is mandatory and plays a mayor role on your final grade, i also dislike those since they seem pretty useless, but they're important so it doesnt matter. overall, i have mixed feelings about the academics, because on one hand they seem to do it because they care about us but they also seem to do it just for the reputation (which would be understandable since after all they're technically a corporation, not a school/srs and they need something so parents will inscribe their kids there...but idk it feels wrong), but i just hope this actually makes college less hard since most classes are desinged as college ones. if that myth is false imma kms/jk

socially...i dont have friends. but people seem to be snobbish yet kind (levels may vary) and just act like normal teens. though well, social pressure seems to be huge here (as always), which would explain why everyone looks and acts the same and why you can get pretty isolated if u dont "fit in". this always happens to me, which is the reason is been kinda hard to get back at habing friends, most of the time it seems as if they were on a whole different an unknown universe as mine, and while im curious about it...idk how to get there, most of the basis of the schools friendships is GOSSIP and colombian teen culture...which idk shit about ;-;, so yeah, things can get pretty hard at it and my only outlet to talk with others is the fact people percieve myself as a smart kid and talk with me to help them with academics, and other thing that makes it quite hard is because i have quite a dislike for the snobbish people there...who are a lot...heheh, thats mostly my fault but anyway, im content about it, i may not have friends on school but the friends i have outside are pretty nice and i love spending time with them (ily mandonia and sara <<<333). thats pretty much it hehe, most the kids just act like normal dumb teens, nothing much.

thats pretty much it,tell me if you'd like to go to my school hehe, bye!!!