My Country Has Fallen Out of Time
My Country Has Fallen Out of Time
My Country Has Fallen Out of Time
My dearest one,
They stole the language from us. We spoke and corresponded with you in the language of
great Russian literature. Now, for the whole world, Russian is the language of those who
bomb Ukrainian cities and kill children, the language of war criminals, the language of
murderers. They will be tried for crimes against humanity. I would like to believe that all those
who prepared and participated in this war, who supported it in one way or another, will be put
in the dock. But how can one go to trial for a crime against language?
My father went to the front when he was 17 to avenge his brother who was killed by the
Germans. After the war, he hated Germans and everything German all his life. I tried to
explain to him: “But Dad, there is great German literature! German is a beautiful language!”
These words had no effect on him. What will we be able to say after the war to the Ukrainians
whose homes were bombed and looted by the Russians, whose families were killed? That
the great Russian literature is beautiful? And that the Russian language is so wonderful?
In Russia, we had neither de-Stalinization, nor the Nuremberg trials of the Communist party
of the Soviet Union. The result we see: a new dictatorship. A dictatorship, by its very nature,
cannot exist without enemies, which means war.
The plans of the general staff included the refusal of NATO to defend you with its armed
forces, and NATO fulfilled this plan of Putin in the first days of the war. You Ukrainians did not
agree to Putin’s plans. You did not surrender, you did not greet his tanks with flowers. You
are not only defending your freedom and human dignity; now you are defending the freedom
and human dignity of all humanity. You cannot be defeated because the war is not decided
by the number of tanks and missiles, but by the power of love for freedom. You are free men,
and those who carry out the criminal orders of the Russian generals are slaves.
A year ago, when Russian tanks were already marching toward Kyiv, the whole world
wondered why there were no mass anti-war protests in Russia, why only loners took to the
streets. I attributed it to fear. Silence is a Russian survival strategy. Those who protested
back then were in jail. This is how Russians have survived by silence for generations.
Pushkin formulated this Russian way of life in the last line of his historical drama Boris
Godunov: “The people are silent.” And with the beginning of the aggression against Ukraine,
the people were “keeping silent”. But then mass mobilization began in the autumn, and it is
no longer possible to explain away the fact that hundreds of thousands of Russians
obediently went to kill Ukrainians and be killed. This is something else, something deeper,
something scarier.
I see only one explanation: my country has fallen out of time. In the 21st century, the modern
man himself is responsible for deciding what is good and what is evil. And if he sees that his
country and his people are waging a despicable shameful war, he will be against his country
and against his people. But most Russians mentally live in the past, when people associated
themselves with their tribe. Our tribe is always right, and the other tribes are our enemies and
want to destroy us. We are not responsible, we don’t decide anything, the chief/khan/king
decides everything for us. This is how they think: if our enemies, the fascists from Ukraine
and NATO, attack our homeland, we go to defend it, just as our grandfathers defended it from
the German fascists. The feeling of love for the homeland, the beautiful sense of patriotism,
was used by all dictators for their own purposes. My father thought he was defending his
homeland from Hitler’s regime, but he was defending the same fascist regime of Stalin.
Russians are now going to war, as Putin’s propaganda explained to them, to defend their
homeland against “European and American Nazism”, and they don’t realize that they are
protecting the power of a criminal gang in the Kremlin, which has taken the entire country
hostage.
The only way out is to inflict a military defeat on the Putin regime. Therefore, democratic
countries must help the Ukrainians with everything they can, and above all with weapons.
After the war, the whole world will come to your aid to reconstruct what has been destroyed,
and the country will be able to rebuild itself. And Russia will lie in the ruins of economy and in
the ruins of consciousness. A new birth of my country is possible only through the complete
destruction of the Putin regime. The empire must be amputated from the Russian person, like
a malignant cancer. This “hour zero” is vital for Russia. My country will have a future only if it
passes through total defeat, as happened with Germany.
Glory to Ukraine!
Mikhail