Self Compassion

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SELF-COMPASSION

Id like to explore the essential place of compassion in

our lives in a very simple way. As human beings we
have a conscious awareness that is open to what is. Our
very nature is openness. On a feeling level this
openness shows up as sensitivity, tenderness, rawness,
as an exquisite receptivity and responsiveness. As a
consequence of this delicacy, we are also easily hurt. Its
like the softness of our skinwhich is easily bruised,
yet allows us to experience a wide range of subtle
textures and temperatures.
As a young child we are completely defenseless, we
dont even have teeth. And we dont have the
capacity a fully developed nervous system to fully
process our emotional experience. So to protect
ourselves from being hurt, we have to tighten up, to
harden a shell around us and our sensitivity. In
creating a shell, we start to build a whole defense
system contracting, tightening, withdrawing,
avoiding, pulling back. And this disconnects us from
our heart. In shielding our heart, we are imitating how
the adults in our world have learned to cope. That is
how it is on this planet. We wind up stuffing our pain
and sensitivity because its just too much, and we dont
know how to handle it.
Stuffing our pain and contracting against it is the root
of all our psychological wounding. It also creates a
spiritual wound because we turn against our true
nature, seeing our openness as a nuisance, a problem, a
source of pain. In this way, turning against our nature

sows the seeds of self-hatred and self- alienation. There
is also a hatred of our defenses, because the defenses
cause us further painthe pain of being uptight and
disconnected.
You can see this happening everywhere in our culture.
We have to show the world were tough. So we refuse
to let ourselves feel. And in hardening against feeling,
we suffer the pain of a loss of heart. And that fuels
further despair and self-alienation.
As adults we inevitably come to a choice-point in our
lives: We can keep on fortifying our defenses, so that
nothing can get through. Or we can start to open to our
core sensitivity, which is our very heart. In another
sense, though, we dont have a choice to avoid pain in
our lives. Either we feel the pain of being raw and
vulnerable or else we feel the pain of disconnecting
from our heart and our very being.
So we might as well make friends with pain, for this
allows us to reclaim our heart and brings us back to life.
It opens the door to self-love and self-compassion, and
helps us develop a new relationship with our basic
openness. This starts to restore what has been lost:
kindness, gentleness, warmth and caring for the pain in
our lives, instead of dismissing it, stuffing it, hating it.
Real compassion can only arise out of being willing to
feel pain. As long as we refuse to feel pain, we wont
be able to feel any real compassion for ourselves or
others. Compassion literally means suffering with
being a friend and companion to the pain thats
involved in being human.
So its essentially quite simple: At the root of every

psychological problem is a place where our sensitivity
has been hurt, a place where we feel an ouch. All the
complexity of our emotional reactions boils down to
some ouch that needs to be uncovered, met, and
treated with love and compassion.
This kind of acknowledgment and guidance is what we
didnt get to begin withwhich is why we froze up
around our pain. Meeting and touching our pain with
the warmth of the heart allows our frozen defenses to
melt. This melting plays a central role not only in
emotional healing, but also in spiritual development,
for it reveals our very nature as openness.
If you find yourself intensely resisting your pain, this
doesnt need to be a problem. You can simply turn
toward the resistance itself, and feel that. Feeling the
resistance to feeling starts to bring compassion along.
Acknowledging the felt presence of the resistance is the
first step in making friends with it: Ok, there is
resistance part of me is resisting what I feel. This part
of me doesn't want to feel. It doesn't trust feelings. Its
afraid of losing control. Poor thingit wants to be the
grand Wizard of Oz and escape from its ordinary
humanness. In this way, gently feeling and
acknowledging the suffering of disconnection can
touch our heart and give rise to self-compassion.
Yet if we just remain stuck in resistance, or try to push
it away, we only get swallowed up by it . It sticks to us
like the tar baby or fly paper. What you resist persists.
The place to start is to notice the bodily sensations of
how you presently feel. This brings you back to your
immediate experience. Often people feel concerned that

their feelings such as heaviness, tightness, or
vulnerability will swallow them up. But it is not
the feelings or sensations that will engulf you. Rather,
what is overwhelming are the stories you invent about
what the feelings mean about you. (These feelings of
depression mean that Im no good. These fearful
feelings mean that Im a coward. ) Yet the truth is
much simpler: Your bodily felt experience is just the
flow of life moving through you. And compassion for
the hurt places inside will melt you and help you enter
this flow.
Thus separating your feelings from your stories about
them is an important step in freeing yourself from their
grip. Then you can look further into your resistance
with kind understanding, caring for the hurt places
inside that are getting activated by your current
situation.
Generating compassion is a practice. Just like
meditation, it takes some intention and effort at first.
Even great spiritual masters have had their own
struggles with being compassionate. So a good practice
would be to affirm our intention by regularly
reminding ourselves: Even though I have a hard time
opening to my pain, my intention is to meet it with love
and compassion.

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Id like to explore the essential place of compassion in

source of pain. In this way, turning against our nature

So its essentially quite simple: At the root of every

immediate experience. Often people feel concerned that

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