Death in June are a neofolk group led by Englishfolk musician Douglas Pearce, better known as Douglas P. The band was originally formed in Britain in 1981 as a trio, but after the other members left in 1984 and 1985 to work on other projects, the group became the work of Douglas P. and various collaborators. Douglas P. now lives in Australia.
Over the band's three decades of existence, they have made numerous shifts in style and presentation, resulting in an overall shift from initial post-punk and Industrial Records influence to a more acoustic and folk music-oriented approach. They are sometimes considered controversial (largely due to usage of themes and imagery relating to Nazi Germany). Douglas P.'s influence was instrumental in sparking neofolk, of which his music has subsequently become a part.
A young woman discovers the fine line between paranoia and having your worst fears become real in this tale of terror. Molly Wright is a typical college student sharing a house off-campus with her friends. Between her criminology classes, trying to keep up with her homework, and working as a volunteer with a local church group, Molly is wearing herself to a frazzle, so many of her friends think her imagination is working overtime when she begins to wonder aloud if Geoffrey Martin, the eccentric artist who has moved into the house next door, might be a serial killer. Molly's friends have a hard time believing her, but Paul Davidson, a police detective, thinks something funny is going on in the neighborhood after a number of missing persons cases are reported. But can Paul build a case against the killer before Molly becomes his next victim?
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Rose Clouds of Holocaust · Death In June
Rose Clouds of Holocaust
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Released on: 1995-05-20
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published: 06 Nov 2014
Death In June - The Politics Of Douglas P
I’ve long been a fan of Death In June but I’ll be the first to admit I’ve been a casual listener, dipping in and out of Douglas’ mystical world as and when I please. I finally decided to do a deep dive into the controversy around Death In June and analyze the group’s imagery, symbolism and lyrical content. The aim of the video is to try and fully understand if there is any weight to the accusations that get thrown at Douglas P a lot.
I am not here to condemn Douglas P and nor am I - and this is important because people fly off without reading or watching things properly - nor am I defending Douglas P and the choices he has made with Death In June over the decades. This has been a learning experience for me, and if anything, it has greatly deepened my understanding of this fascinating art...
published: 03 May 2022
All Pigs Must Die
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All Pigs Must Die · Death In June
All Pigs Must Die
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Released on: 2001-11-23
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published: 06 Nov 2014
Come Before Christ and Murder Love
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Come Before Christ and Murder Love · Death In June
The World That Summer
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Released on: 1986-07-22
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published: 01 Mar 2014
The Calling (Mk II)
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The Calling (Mk II) · Death In June
Nada!
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Released on: 1985-10-12
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published: 11 Jun 2018
Death Is the Martyr of Beauty
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Death Is the Martyr of Beauty · Death In June
But, What Ends When the Symbols Shatter?
℗ 1992 Death In June
Released on: 1992-08-25
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published: 11 Jun 2018
He's Disabled
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He's Disabled · Death In June
But, What Ends When the Symbols Shatter?
℗ 1992 Death In June
Released on: 1992-08-25
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published: 11 Jun 2018
Little Black Angel
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Little Black Angel · Death In June · Douglas Pearce
Discriminate - a Compilation of Personal Choice 1981-97
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Released on: 1997-10-31
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published: 11 Nov 2014
Jere Bagenstose Trial: Witnesses testify
A decades-old mystery returns to court Tuesday following years of investigation into MaryAnn Bagenstose's 1984 disappearance.
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Death of the West
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Death of the West · Death In June
Burial
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Released on: 1984-09-15
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Rose Clouds of Holocaust · Death In June
Rose Clouds of Holocaust
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Rose Clouds of Holocaust · Death In June
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I’ve long been a fan of Death In June but I’ll be the first to admit I’ve been a casual listener, dipping in and out of Douglas’ mystical world as and when I pl...
I’ve long been a fan of Death In June but I’ll be the first to admit I’ve been a casual listener, dipping in and out of Douglas’ mystical world as and when I please. I finally decided to do a deep dive into the controversy around Death In June and analyze the group’s imagery, symbolism and lyrical content. The aim of the video is to try and fully understand if there is any weight to the accusations that get thrown at Douglas P a lot.
I am not here to condemn Douglas P and nor am I - and this is important because people fly off without reading or watching things properly - nor am I defending Douglas P and the choices he has made with Death In June over the decades. This has been a learning experience for me, and if anything, it has greatly deepened my understanding of this fascinating artist.
I encourage any and all civilized dialogue on the subject, regardless of where you stand.
00:00 - Introduction
07:49 - Origins Of The Name
11:55 - (But What Ends) When The Symbolism Matters?
18:00 - Songs & Lyrics
32:24 - Final Thoughts
34:08 - Douglas' Statement To The German Government
* SOME SOURCES *
Thorium Heavy Industries - Last Europa Kiss full show parts 1 & 2:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7DvfxsNhrjM&t=634s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcKsJxRh0vg
(A note on the above: I have placed this first as it is *the* definitive Death In June live footage, and I recommend anyone who is even a passing fan of Douglas’ music to check out the Thorium Heavy Industries channel if not done so already. Not only is the footage superbly shot and in HD, the audio is from sound desk recordings. There are many other live neofolk artists uploaded on this channel too)
Behind the Mask documentary: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tyjxUEpL2pA
Brainwashed.com 2005 interview: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GnXvjK_Zcok
Douglas’ letter to the German authorities: http://www.deathinjune.org/articlestatement1/
Hail! The White Grain ‘bottoming’ theory: https://genius.com/Death-in-june-hail-the-white-grain-lyrics
Death In June meme stash: http://www.deathinjune.org/memes/
Background music during narration: https://foreignblades.bandcamp.com/releases (“Corrupted Bodies Bathed In Holy Light” used with permission)
Death In June - The Trigger music video by Herr Lounge Corps: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DraftPUeCFI
Death In June - The Humble Brag music video by Herr Lounge Corps: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VutEEBRVRwo
Death In June live in New York: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QG3h1sOShqA
Death In June live in Brest by Gweza as Mik: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vfjvxZJhfUM
Photographic stills taken from image searches, Discogs and my own personal stash. Any issues, please reach out and let me know.
* CORRECTIONS *
I did not know at the time of recording that several songs - including “Because Of Him” - were adapted from songs by the People’s Temple Choir, which means my analysis of the lyrical content is 100% incorrect. Even though I talk about "He's Disabled" at the start, this discovery should only effect the small section on "Because Of Him".
When talking about “Symbols Of The Sun” I refer to a line in the song that goes: “symbols of the winter”. This, of course, doesn’t exist. The correct line is: “symbols of the snow”. The worst bit is, during the completed edit, Douglas sings the correct line just before I say the incorrect one. D’oh!
* SONGS *
Here are a list of the Death In June songs used in this video, in order of appearance:
Come Before Christ and Murder Love
Luther’s Army
Hail! The White Grain
Rose Clouds Of Holocaust
All Pigs Must Die
Heaven Street
Runes Of Men
Bring In The Night
Because Of Him
Ku Ku Ku
Symbols Of The Sun
13 Years Of Carrion
The Odin Hour
The Trigger
Reprise 2
Fall Apart
I’ve long been a fan of Death In June but I’ll be the first to admit I’ve been a casual listener, dipping in and out of Douglas’ mystical world as and when I please. I finally decided to do a deep dive into the controversy around Death In June and analyze the group’s imagery, symbolism and lyrical content. The aim of the video is to try and fully understand if there is any weight to the accusations that get thrown at Douglas P a lot.
I am not here to condemn Douglas P and nor am I - and this is important because people fly off without reading or watching things properly - nor am I defending Douglas P and the choices he has made with Death In June over the decades. This has been a learning experience for me, and if anything, it has greatly deepened my understanding of this fascinating artist.
I encourage any and all civilized dialogue on the subject, regardless of where you stand.
00:00 - Introduction
07:49 - Origins Of The Name
11:55 - (But What Ends) When The Symbolism Matters?
18:00 - Songs & Lyrics
32:24 - Final Thoughts
34:08 - Douglas' Statement To The German Government
* SOME SOURCES *
Thorium Heavy Industries - Last Europa Kiss full show parts 1 & 2:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7DvfxsNhrjM&t=634s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcKsJxRh0vg
(A note on the above: I have placed this first as it is *the* definitive Death In June live footage, and I recommend anyone who is even a passing fan of Douglas’ music to check out the Thorium Heavy Industries channel if not done so already. Not only is the footage superbly shot and in HD, the audio is from sound desk recordings. There are many other live neofolk artists uploaded on this channel too)
Behind the Mask documentary: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tyjxUEpL2pA
Brainwashed.com 2005 interview: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GnXvjK_Zcok
Douglas’ letter to the German authorities: http://www.deathinjune.org/articlestatement1/
Hail! The White Grain ‘bottoming’ theory: https://genius.com/Death-in-june-hail-the-white-grain-lyrics
Death In June meme stash: http://www.deathinjune.org/memes/
Background music during narration: https://foreignblades.bandcamp.com/releases (“Corrupted Bodies Bathed In Holy Light” used with permission)
Death In June - The Trigger music video by Herr Lounge Corps: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DraftPUeCFI
Death In June - The Humble Brag music video by Herr Lounge Corps: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VutEEBRVRwo
Death In June live in New York: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QG3h1sOShqA
Death In June live in Brest by Gweza as Mik: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vfjvxZJhfUM
Photographic stills taken from image searches, Discogs and my own personal stash. Any issues, please reach out and let me know.
* CORRECTIONS *
I did not know at the time of recording that several songs - including “Because Of Him” - were adapted from songs by the People’s Temple Choir, which means my analysis of the lyrical content is 100% incorrect. Even though I talk about "He's Disabled" at the start, this discovery should only effect the small section on "Because Of Him".
When talking about “Symbols Of The Sun” I refer to a line in the song that goes: “symbols of the winter”. This, of course, doesn’t exist. The correct line is: “symbols of the snow”. The worst bit is, during the completed edit, Douglas sings the correct line just before I say the incorrect one. D’oh!
* SONGS *
Here are a list of the Death In June songs used in this video, in order of appearance:
Come Before Christ and Murder Love
Luther’s Army
Hail! The White Grain
Rose Clouds Of Holocaust
All Pigs Must Die
Heaven Street
Runes Of Men
Bring In The Night
Because Of Him
Ku Ku Ku
Symbols Of The Sun
13 Years Of Carrion
The Odin Hour
The Trigger
Reprise 2
Fall Apart
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Come Before Christ and Murder Love · Death In June
The World That Summer
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The World That Summer
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The World That Summer
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The Calling (Mk II) · Death In June
Nada!
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The Calling (Mk II) · Death In June
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The Calling (Mk II) · Death In June
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Death Is the Martyr of Beauty · Death In June
But, What Ends When the Symbols Shatter?
℗ 1992 Death In June
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But, What Ends When the Symbols Shatter?
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Little Black Angel · Death In June · Douglas Pearce
Discriminate - a Compilation of Personal Choice 1981-97
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Little Black Angel · Death In June · Douglas Pearce
Discriminate - a Compilation of Personal Choice 1981-97
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Released on: 1997-10-31
Music Publisher: MCPS PRS
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Little Black Angel · Death In June · Douglas Pearce
Discriminate - a Compilation of Personal Choice 1981-97
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Released on: 1997-10-31
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A decades-old mystery returns to court Tuesday following years of investigation into MaryAnn Bagenstose's 1984 disappearance.
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A decades-old mystery returns to court Tuesday following years of investigation into MaryAnn Bagenstose's 1984 disappearance.
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Death of the West · Death In June
Burial
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Death of the West · Death In June
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Death of the West · Death In June
Burial
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Rose Clouds of Holocaust · Death In June
Rose Clouds of Holocaust
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Released on: 1995-05-20
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I’ve long been a fan of Death In June but I’ll be the first to admit I’ve been a casual listener, dipping in and out of Douglas’ mystical world as and when I please. I finally decided to do a deep dive into the controversy around Death In June and analyze the group’s imagery, symbolism and lyrical content. The aim of the video is to try and fully understand if there is any weight to the accusations that get thrown at Douglas P a lot.
I am not here to condemn Douglas P and nor am I - and this is important because people fly off without reading or watching things properly - nor am I defending Douglas P and the choices he has made with Death In June over the decades. This has been a learning experience for me, and if anything, it has greatly deepened my understanding of this fascinating artist.
I encourage any and all civilized dialogue on the subject, regardless of where you stand.
00:00 - Introduction
07:49 - Origins Of The Name
11:55 - (But What Ends) When The Symbolism Matters?
18:00 - Songs & Lyrics
32:24 - Final Thoughts
34:08 - Douglas' Statement To The German Government
* SOME SOURCES *
Thorium Heavy Industries - Last Europa Kiss full show parts 1 & 2:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7DvfxsNhrjM&t=634s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcKsJxRh0vg
(A note on the above: I have placed this first as it is *the* definitive Death In June live footage, and I recommend anyone who is even a passing fan of Douglas’ music to check out the Thorium Heavy Industries channel if not done so already. Not only is the footage superbly shot and in HD, the audio is from sound desk recordings. There are many other live neofolk artists uploaded on this channel too)
Behind the Mask documentary: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tyjxUEpL2pA
Brainwashed.com 2005 interview: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GnXvjK_Zcok
Douglas’ letter to the German authorities: http://www.deathinjune.org/articlestatement1/
Hail! The White Grain ‘bottoming’ theory: https://genius.com/Death-in-june-hail-the-white-grain-lyrics
Death In June meme stash: http://www.deathinjune.org/memes/
Background music during narration: https://foreignblades.bandcamp.com/releases (“Corrupted Bodies Bathed In Holy Light” used with permission)
Death In June - The Trigger music video by Herr Lounge Corps: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DraftPUeCFI
Death In June - The Humble Brag music video by Herr Lounge Corps: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VutEEBRVRwo
Death In June live in New York: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QG3h1sOShqA
Death In June live in Brest by Gweza as Mik: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vfjvxZJhfUM
Photographic stills taken from image searches, Discogs and my own personal stash. Any issues, please reach out and let me know.
* CORRECTIONS *
I did not know at the time of recording that several songs - including “Because Of Him” - were adapted from songs by the People’s Temple Choir, which means my analysis of the lyrical content is 100% incorrect. Even though I talk about "He's Disabled" at the start, this discovery should only effect the small section on "Because Of Him".
When talking about “Symbols Of The Sun” I refer to a line in the song that goes: “symbols of the winter”. This, of course, doesn’t exist. The correct line is: “symbols of the snow”. The worst bit is, during the completed edit, Douglas sings the correct line just before I say the incorrect one. D’oh!
* SONGS *
Here are a list of the Death In June songs used in this video, in order of appearance:
Come Before Christ and Murder Love
Luther’s Army
Hail! The White Grain
Rose Clouds Of Holocaust
All Pigs Must Die
Heaven Street
Runes Of Men
Bring In The Night
Because Of Him
Ku Ku Ku
Symbols Of The Sun
13 Years Of Carrion
The Odin Hour
The Trigger
Reprise 2
Fall Apart
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Come Before Christ and Murder Love · Death In June
The World That Summer
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The Calling (Mk II) · Death In June
Nada!
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But, What Ends When the Symbols Shatter?
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But, What Ends When the Symbols Shatter?
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Little Black Angel · Death In June · Douglas Pearce
Discriminate - a Compilation of Personal Choice 1981-97
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Death of the West · Death In June
Burial
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Death in June are a neofolk group led by Englishfolk musician Douglas Pearce, better known as Douglas P. The band was originally formed in Britain in 1981 as a trio, but after the other members left in 1984 and 1985 to work on other projects, the group became the work of Douglas P. and various collaborators. Douglas P. now lives in Australia.
Over the band's three decades of existence, they have made numerous shifts in style and presentation, resulting in an overall shift from initial post-punk and Industrial Records influence to a more acoustic and folk music-oriented approach. They are sometimes considered controversial (largely due to usage of themes and imagery relating to Nazi Germany). Douglas P.'s influence was instrumental in sparking neofolk, of which his music has subsequently become a part.
So there you are Until the dawn Still whistling that same old song Happy all the time Now she gives the shoulder Look into her eye You cannot control her Look into her eye You cannot control her Smile and nod your head You are the cause of it This is not your dream This is not your dream Hey there you fucking bum Look what you have become No secrets without walls A social free for all Come on and get it all for free Just hit that fucking key Your long term memory Pushed aside I'm not evaporating Pushed aside Let them sit gorged and frozen Pushed aside In their immediacy Suicide by way of information So there you are Until the dawn So there you are Until the dawn Suicide by way of Suicide by way of Suicide by way of