Paint Drying

Paint Drying

To my own little film family that most of, I’ve never met. If you’ve picked up, I have depression, not being depressed but major depressive disorder, clinical depression, whatever you want to call it. I was first diagnosed over 30 years ago. Pair this bad boy with ADHD and I can tell you, I’ve done some pretty fucked up things in my life. Anyway, not here to rehash that shit. I’m not ashamed of that but of the things I’ve done. I’ve been hit with a rather severe relapse that I’ve been hoping I could pull out of and officially as of now, I’m hit hard. Thoughts are scattered constantly, it’s really hard to focus. My point is, I may be logging things, but can’t necessarily guarantee accuracy of my feelings so no reviews, for those clamoring for my thoughts. Probably no ratings either. Also, last thought, for those with mental health struggles, I may not know you, but I love you and wish you the best. You’re not alone. Don’t be ashamed, be proud because you’re still here, you’ve made it another day. Sometimes, that’s the best we can hope for. So until my sanity (?) returns, I’ll hopefully see you on the other side.

Block or Report

Justin liked these reviews

All
' ].join(''); if ( adsScript && adsScript === 'bandsintown' && adsPlatforms && ((window.isIOS && adsPlatforms.indexOf("iOS") >= 0) || (window.isAndroid && adsPlatforms.indexOf("Android") >= 0)) && adsLocations && adsMode && ( (adsMode === 'include' && adsLocations.indexOf(window.adsLocation) >= 0) || (adsMode === 'exclude' && adsLocations.indexOf(window.adsLocation) == -1) ) ) { var opts = { artist: "", song: "", adunit_id: 100005950, div_id: "cf_async_7146b3ed-6efe-4a89-a53b-1d816606ea99" }; adUnit.id = opts.div_id; if (target) { target.insertAdjacentElement('beforeend', adUnit); } else { tag.insertAdjacentElement('afterend', adUnit); } var c=function(){cf.showAsyncAd(opts)};if(typeof window.cf !== 'undefined')c();else{cf_async=!0;var r=document.createElement("script"),s=document.getElementsByTagName("script")[0];r.async=!0;r.src="//srv.tunefindforfans.com/fruits/apricots.js";r.readyState?r.onreadystatechange=function(){if("loaded"==r.readyState||"complete"==r.readyState)r.onreadystatechange=null,c()}:r.onload=c;s.parentNode.insertBefore(r,s)}; } else { adUnit.id = 'pw-7146b3ed-6efe-4a89-a53b-1d816606ea99'; adUnit.className = 'pw-div -tile300x250 -alignleft -bottommargin'; adUnit.setAttribute('data-pw-' + (renderMobile ? 'mobi' : 'desk'), 'med_rect_btf'); if (target) { target.insertAdjacentElement('beforeend', adUnit); } else { tag.insertAdjacentElement('afterend', adUnit); } window.addEventListener('DOMContentLoaded', (event) => { adUnit.insertAdjacentHTML('afterend', kicker); window.ramp.que.push(function () { window.ramp.addTag('pw-7146b3ed-6efe-4a89-a53b-1d816606ea99'); }); }, { once: true }); } } tag.remove(); })(document.getElementById('script-7146b3ed-6efe-4a89-a53b-1d816606ea99'));
' ].join(''); if ( adsScript && adsScript === 'bandsintown' && adsPlatforms && ((window.isIOS && adsPlatforms.indexOf("iOS") >= 0) || (window.isAndroid && adsPlatforms.indexOf("Android") >= 0)) && adsLocations && adsMode && ( (adsMode === 'include' && adsLocations.indexOf(window.adsLocation) >= 0) || (adsMode === 'exclude' && adsLocations.indexOf(window.adsLocation) == -1) ) ) { var opts = { artist: "", song: "", adunit_id: 100005950, div_id: "cf_async_a599b6e9-4597-4e36-b382-3326a6bcf667" }; adUnit.id = opts.div_id; if (target) { target.insertAdjacentElement('beforeend', adUnit); } else { tag.insertAdjacentElement('afterend', adUnit); } var c=function(){cf.showAsyncAd(opts)};if(typeof window.cf !== 'undefined')c();else{cf_async=!0;var r=document.createElement("script"),s=document.getElementsByTagName("script")[0];r.async=!0;r.src="//srv.tunefindforfans.com/fruits/apricots.js";r.readyState?r.onreadystatechange=function(){if("loaded"==r.readyState||"complete"==r.readyState)r.onreadystatechange=null,c()}:r.onload=c;s.parentNode.insertBefore(r,s)}; } else { adUnit.id = 'pw-a599b6e9-4597-4e36-b382-3326a6bcf667'; adUnit.className = 'pw-div'; adUnit.setAttribute('data-pw-' + (renderMobile ? 'mobi' : 'desk'), 'sky_btf'); if (target) { target.insertAdjacentElement('beforeend', adUnit); } else { tag.insertAdjacentElement('afterend', adUnit); } window.addEventListener('DOMContentLoaded', (event) => { adUnit.insertAdjacentHTML('afterend', kicker); window.ramp.que.push(function () { window.ramp.addTag('pw-a599b6e9-4597-4e36-b382-3326a6bcf667'); }); }, { once: true }); } } tag.remove(); })(document.getElementById('script-a599b6e9-4597-4e36-b382-3326a6bcf667'));