Paint Drying

Paint Drying

so i know people use this to vent and so that's what i'm going to use this for.

my dad has recently passed and i'm literally so scared about everything now. sure, we had our differences, but that was my dad. to know he's no longer in my life tears something out of my heart. it's all painful and agonizing and i'm just so tired of it all. i don't know where my life is going to go from now on.

i'm scared of the future and what waits for me. how am i supposed to go on with this grief? it sits so heavy on my shoulders and i know i have to carry it. i just don't know where to go now.

so, i'm entrusting you, my beloved friends i've made on this site, to drop me recommendations for things to get my mind off of all this and make things a little easier. you don't have to do it, but i appreciate you all for even reading through this.

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