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The Opener
03:40
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Tell me you never wanna see me again
and then keep showing up at my house
tell me youâll never be in love again,
now youâre walking âround with someone else
If I was hungry then you were starving
and he was so sick but you were dying
now tell the dead man that youâre the one dying
treat them like queens until they disagree
and never reflect to think âwaitâ¦maybe
the problem was me.â Nah man, just keep
smoking weed. tell this one âYeah they
were all crazy unlike you, baby.â
tell me that no one know me like you
do & tell me that my friends donât tell you
the truth & maybe Iâll come crawling back to
you. like that was never your plan, right?
You worked so hard but we were just lucky
to ride those coat tails into infinity, & all
my success has got nothing to do with me,
yeah, tell me again how there just arenât that
many girls in the music scene!
Itâs another all male tour preaching equality.
Itâs another straight cis man who knows more
about this than me. Itâs another man
telling us weâre missing a frequency.
Show âem, Kelly!
Itâs another man telling us we canât fill up the room
Itâs another man telling us to book a smaller venue
âNah, hey, come on girls, weâre only thinking about youâ
Well, see how far weâve come not listening to you
Yeah, just get a female opener, thatâll fill the quota!
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He left a key hidden by the backdoor but
I never showed up. There was something
sleazy about it that made me wanna rob
the place & run. & Iâve been ignoring the calls, Iâve
been riding my bike with handlebars
through empty street in the dark, & I think
Iâm getting pretty good
Maybe Iâll leave the house tonight, maybe Iâll
even watch the bands & maybe Iâll cry.
Maybe Iâll tell everyone I cried while you
sleep next to your wife, for the rest of
your life while Iâm riding in the dark
on my bike with no handlebars, yeah.
And I heard it from a friend that he talks
to the primary school kids through the fence.
Yeah, you shouldâa seen his book collection,
it was âHow to Socialise & How to Make Friendsâ,
yeah I guess weâve all got our problems and areas to improve. & I know
one of mine is to go a night without sympathising with you
I can see myself living without you
& being fine, for the rest of my life, itâs
just me on my bike & Iâll wave to you as I ride by.
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3. |
The Face of God
03:50
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I had to leave because I had to say
ânoâ & âstopâ more than once, way too
many times. But you just kept trying to
change my mind. So I left, and it was 3am,
& I slept in the middle of my bed with
the comfort of my own choices. Yeah,
I bet you didnât even think about what you did.
âCouldnât be true, you donât seem like that
kind of guy.â, âNot you, youâve got that one song that I like.â
They said âheâs got one song that I likeâ
Now I donât even know why I went, every
light on the way was screaming âREDâ.
Now youâve got me questioning everything I did,
& what would have happened if Iâd done one
thing different. & I saw it, the face of
God, & he turned himself away from me â¨& said I did something wrong, that â¨somehow what happened to me was my fault.
You can see it apologists and hear it in the songs.
âCouldnât be true, you couldnât do that to someoneâ,
âNot you, nah your music is too good.â
They said your music is too good.
Kept saying your music is too good.
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Anna
05:52
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She packed her bags & went on her way
back to Adelaide. The catâs been crying out
wandering all alone around the horse saying
âI really hope youâre happier where you are now.â
Just get it all out, put it in a song.
Just get it all out, write another song, Anna.
Bed bound doesnât feel the same without you,
you are the other half, the missing parts, the
sleepless muse. And he said âI get a lot of
problems & one of them is always you, but Iâm
fine with that, lets just work on it, I mean,
youâve got yours too.â
Donât get used to the isolation, youâre gonna want
it when youâre gone, when thereâs no one with
any patience. & you think âAre they my friends
or do I just want something from them?â The â¨endless record spinning inside my head.
Tell âem what went wrong.
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Sagan-Indiana
03:55
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They said âSince the death, your absence has been noticedâ
& there is nothing that I donât owe the past.
Sagan-Indiana never saw where she was named after.
Follow the future back to me.
Thereâs a man filling my petrol tank to feed â¨his children on Christmas day,
Iâm avoiding seeing my family.
& I buried my heart, comfortable stranger.
The last thing she said was âDonât go digging up the dead.â
She said her house was like a friend. Keep the
lights on & stereo going while they were
mapping out the world, she was inside taking care of herself
Sagan-Indiana never saw where she was named after.
Said âit didnât matter, I found me.â
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6. |
The Omen
03:58
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We all sold weed for a while & we
all made our mother cry. Itâs a habit
that Iâve finally broken at this point
in my life. Now Iâm kinda getting by, but
sometimes itâs hard to go outside and Iâve been
driving way too much, Iâve been too
lazy for my bike. Now as long as I
close my eyes Iâm by myself, and Iâd rather
be at home with you than anywhere else.
Now Iâm turning onto your street, now I
love you like you never hurt me, the
planet took a real sharp turn before all
that space in between. And I really donât
agree that your meritâs buried in your
gender normalities. & I promise Iâll take care
of you if you promise to let me be. Now â¨as long as I close my eyes Iâm by â¨myself. & I rather be alone with you than⨠any body else
& Iâve never needed god, I think I kinda â¨knew that all along. To need a promise of â¨heaven to do the good deeds always â¨seemed inherently wrong & so I wrote you this song, it probably isnât as
good as all the other sad ones & Iâll
pass out I your bed after getting
too high while you were gone. Look
at me, it was all for you and itâs
about time that knew that Iâve
loved you since I was seventeen. & for
all the things Iâve seen, thereâs still
some wounds that I need to clean but
letâs move far away from here when I
finally get my degree. Where weâll live
happily, get some rescue dogs and a
house by the sea, And I promise Iâll
take care of you if your promise to
let me
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Animal & Real
03:47
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Two am or something, and the past wonât â¨leave the present alone, wonât leave â¨me alone. & the undergroundâs not for
everyone, the things you learn working
the graveyard. & although Iâd never â¨listen, your voice is loud in my â¨god damn head, boy. all the other â¨animals are laughing at me & you.
Yeah, itâs just me and you
Canât escape this perspective or the â¨mark that was left on me, damaged â¨goods for the world to see, they walk â¨straight past and away from me, will you?
I know what those hands can do, â¨how I wish youâd use them on me, â¨like I was an instrument, feels good, â¨doesnât it?
Yeah, I know I am lucky, this makes â¨me feel better, this makes me feel animal & reel
Then two am came around, drove his â¨car into the ground. Smother the pain â¨with sound, or is it just bringing you down?
Letâs talk about saving face, letâs talk â¨about putting me in my place, come & â¨then walk away, as long as you came.
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8. |
UFO Lighter
04:31
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Itâs a question that I never learned to ask,
How far Iâd follow you into the dark, & itâs
still a question that Iâm too afraid to ask, how
far Iâd follow you. When she saw that Iâd
tattooed my hands, I said âMum, I donât
think I was ever going to work for the
bank.â & I said that I was sorry about
that line, I only wrote it âcause it rhymed.
Weâre not those kids sitting on the swing set,
& I will follow you across the planet if we
could take our time, weâd get it right.
He was so bitter when he said âtheyâll
offer you the world but theyâll leave you for deadâ
& nobody tried to understand,
or at least act surprised when I said
that I wasnât the one who was
unfaithful, but I can see why people
thought I was. Sometimes making love is
the only time Iâve ever felt love, there was
never any middle ground.
Now he sits alone in his one bedroom
apartment. Tells himself heâs happy & he
made the right decisions. & he expected
that I was gonna fail and back.
Well, fuck that.
Iâll wait for you, at the end of the earth
is where Iâll wait for you. You can meet
me there, see I never really stray
from here.
âcause my head just gets too loud that I
canât hear the words coming out of your
mouth. Sorry I donât react the way you
want me to sometimes. I only wrote it
âcause it rhymed.
Your silhouette against the fire. Where I
thought I saw a UFO but it was just
a lighter. And we nearly died, shit Iâm
still amazed how we survived. You
probably shouldnât let me drive.
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9. |
I've Got You
05:23
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It was the last time I felt like this, I felt
nothing at all. & I was fifteen when you
got sick, I still remember the phone call.
When they said thereâs something inside of
You, so they tried radiation & chemicals
too & now youâre standing on the last
line, & so am I, Iâve got you. & youâve
got me too, hold on, Iâve got you.
You said thereâs broken links in your
brain, & I said âItâs ok, mineâs exactly
the same.â Thereâs still some things I donât
understand, like the casual blindness toward
the cruelty of man. & a cop shot the
wrong guy again & they tore down a
childhood home again. Nobody seemed
to blink an eye when they wanted you to
pay to see the sky. Iâm running out
of time, & youâre still running for your life.
There are days I wish you could forget when the
Broken glass cut open my arm & my
chest, & you just held me down as the
needle went in & out. & mum was
retracing her steps, when the doctor
asked her for a cigarette, a two year
old child in a hospital bed. I will never
run with glass again. Just like you said
âdonât be an idiot.â
& I know that when you go, part of me
will go with you to the infinite unknown. &
will stand at the edge of the divide, & I
will hold your hand & together weâll dive.
& I will never meet a man that can make me
question like the way you can. A defender
of freedom, an advocate for truth. Iâm
so proud that half of me grew from you.
All the broken parts too. Iâve got you.
I will always hear you when I
speak, I will always see your face in me.
We never found the subway
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