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cinnamon the movie (2007) movie review

Wed, 04 Dec 2024 18:52:25 GMT

cinnamoroll is my fav sanrio character, ofc i had to watch this

as always, spoilers under the cut!!!

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spotify warped…finally

Wed, 04 Dec 2024 14:24:08 GMT

and after 6128826361 years of waiting…is finally here

its pretty obvious devilman crybaby completely changed my warpped…but is ok since im in the 0.1% of kensuke ushio listeners :D!!! im happy with it, i jst wish ive had listened to more music (at least on spotify, since i use yt for music a lot, and spotify doesnt have the night versions of the dmcb ost;-;, which are absolute bangers). well, at least i dont have any pov: indie here…for some reason spotify cant recognize thats only from 2022.

also manga, shonen, fugiter aero, anime and runaway arent music genres 😭, jst put jpop man ;-;

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other reviews abt other media ive consumed(shorter ones tho)

Sun, 01 Dec 2024 04:16:12 GMT

(hare esto porque yo opino que opinar es nesesario porque yo tengo inteligencia y por eso siempre opino y por eso siempre digo mi opinion es opinar tambien opino con criterio y elocuencia y jamas pido clemencia si me acusan de demencia y yo opino sin saber leer ni escribo nunca se de lo que opino pero soy buen opinante)

the summer hikaru died (manga, 2021-now): very intriguing story, i like the portrayal of yoshiki's complicated emotions, the whole supernatural thing is very interesting too, and i love the art style :D!!! also i want to know what will happen to hikaru and yoshiki, their relationship is also very interesting
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im looking foward to the fifth volume :) (while writing this, i realized it has released…i need to find the pdf asap)

paradise kiss (manga, 1999-2003): i’ve just read the 1st volume, and im pretty happy with it!!! this is my first ai yazawa manga and i rlly want to continue with her works once i finish this. the art style is very pretty and the characters are nice too. i love isabella sm guys she’s so pretty and stylish i want her clothes rn

i saw the tv glow (movie, 2024): i rewatched the movie yesterday, and well, i think i ended up liking it more than when i watched a few months ago (well, having watched a bunch of explanations for it does make everything work better…on my own defense i watched it at 3am being tired af lol), mostly in the pacing part, but ngl, i still dont connect to it as strongly as ive seen other people…that doesnt mean i think owen’s situation is depressing af ;-;
( “other )
the cinematography was very pretty and i liked how the ost was used, also id like to take a listen to the songs that arent part of the instrumental soundtrack by alex g, they seem pretty cool.

orquideas - kali uchis (album, 2024): took a listen to this yesterday since ive heard some of her other songs (which were pretty nice, love the dreamy sounds) and this didnt disappoint at all :D!!! i dont think i hate reggaeton now (ik this isnt precisely reggaeton BUT, some songs do have a similar sound) having listened to this and data (album by taint, 2021; is also pretty cool), though ngl, i preferred the dreamy and mellow ones. i think i will continue listening to her :3, i love how she can manage dreamy music and then urban and it still feels consistent (maybe is due to her vocals idk). i would love to play this in my quinceañera.

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the substance (2024) movie review

Sun, 01 Dec 2024 00:47:52 GMT

everyone has been talking abt this film and while im definitely late to the party (on my own defense, the movie lasts 2 hours, and its hard to watch it in secret due to it ;-;) id like to share my thoughts on it having watched a few seconds ago :3

as always, spoiler alert for the substance!!!1 if ur planning to watch this film :)

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smoll intro - !!!

Tue, 26 Nov 2024 21:17:24 GMT

heyy - !!! im lume and welcome to my small blog; i migritated from tumblr and twt since it was starting to affect me hehe, and i like that here is a much calmer place :). i plan to journal mostly posts abt my interests and daily life, and i while i want to be more active i admit im more of a lurker lol.

my interests are:
୨ৎ anime and manga :D!!! (my favorites are devilman crybaby, millenium actress, perfect blue, banana fish; and regarding manga, i like the summer hikaru died and most of tatsuki fujimoto's one shots :3)
୨ৎ media analysis...even if i suck at it rn, but i rlly want to improve at it!!!!
୨ৎ i would like to explore more abt lolita or ouji fashion, since it looks so cute :D!!! specially the ouji one, i like it since its pretty androgynous but still graceful...why is it so expensive ;-;
୨ৎ MUSIC!!!! :D!! im specially fond of listening to soundtracks or anything with an electronic sound; my favort}ite artists are kensuke ushio (absolute favorite i love him sm!!!!!), yeule, perfume (japanese group), TORIENA and sakanauosakana
୨ৎ drawing!!! i do it both traditionally and digitally (not much digital art for now since my stylus broke ;-;)
୨ৎ some movies that arent anime, i would like to watch more japanese ones

sub if u want to, but i'd appriciete nobody over 20 would message me hehe (and if u do, pls do it in a lighthearted manner or jst to talk abt media, not anything too personal), besides that feel free to do anything :3, have a nice day :)

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update on previous post!!!

Fri, 22 Nov 2024 14:53:37 GMT

please forgive me for any mistakes im not very good with technology outside of basic stuff ;-;

so ive been looking for ways to play video games or vns online, and i thought of downloading the files and see where they could run :3; i tried today with the angelo’s armas vn app with i downloaded from here -> (https://www.nitroplus.co.jp/pc/lineup/into_07/tenshi_down.html), and i tried opening the app on my computer…it obviously didnt work ;-;. im not sure why though…i have windows 10 on my computer (im not sure abt more, which i’ll expand on later) so ig the game isnt compatible with it???? probably bc is old. and in japanese. fuck ;-;. how can i install it then??? or where does it run…?? i might google smth abt it later; it seems it was released in january of 2005 for windows, and according to wikipedia, the windows version at the moment was windows nt (i might be wrong though) so ig thats why is incompatible. if any1 knows where it can run pls tell me :).

speaking of programs where to run old games, while looking for files i found the denpa archive (https://denpaarchive.neocities.org/), which is a place where an angel sent from heaven translates and uploads for free some cool vns, and it had some i was looking for (saya no uta and dramatical murder, and it also has sweet pool and other interesting games hehe), and since the person running it is, again, and angel sent from heaven, it also has a a tutorial on how to run them :D!!!! there, i found out abt this app called oracle vm virtual box, which seems to be some sort of emulator that allows u to configurate old versions of programs to run old video games. ngl, i didnt knew abt it and it honestly seems pretty usefut, but for some reason i wasn’t able to install it, and im pretty sure it was again due to some weird windows version, ill check that later lol. i also tried looking for a web version, and suprisingly i found smth!!! i can also transfer files from my computer there, so my file of angelos armas could be compatible there???? i dont have very clear which windows version is used there (it says windows 10 but im sure it isnt, mainly since i tried transferring some images from my computer and it didnt work) but is worth the shot anyway.

i hope i can figure this out at some point hehe :3

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does any1 know how to play visual novels online?

Mon, 18 Nov 2024 21:02:40 GMT

well…recently ive been getting interested on playing visual novels, mostly bc ive found there soundtracks on spotify (some ive found are dramatical murder, saya no uta, angelos armas, sweet Pool, etc) so i wondered if there was a website idk that allowed u to run vn (or video game) files. i dont know a lot abt this, so it might not be posible, but it’ll be incredibly useful since i cant install much of the games there, since i need permission on my pc (and anyway, i dont want my parents to know, so is safer to do it online) and i would like to play them on my laptop too (i also need permission there ;-;), idk if it makes sense, but pls tell me if u know anything:)

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finally…

Wed, 13 Nov 2024 12:45:29 GMT

we’re going out of school this week :D!! FINALLY, IM ESCAPING OF THIS BORING HELL AAAa/hj
i dont think ill have to stay for much this week, since most of what we’re doing is receiving our final grades. ive only received the history one (9.2, its ok ig), and besides that, ig 2day i’ll finish my spanish final project and nothing else ig

i want to do some projects in vacation (for example, the “luce vs ryo asuka in the final battle of devilman crybaby”) and chat with my online pookie. maybe i could watch some movies and make my epic set up to watch movies/read manga/play vns. im looking foward to go to my new drawing lessons :D

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is it normal to want to kiss ur bestie if ur not in love with them?

Thu, 07 Nov 2024 12:39:19 GMT

is it also normal to get weirdly excited when they tell u “ily” or “ur cute hehe” or call u pet names or anything like that even if they do it often? and is it also normal that the best way u can come up with expressing ur affection towards ur bestie is by calling them “my beautiful love <<33”??? DOES IT MEAN UR FALLING IN LOVE WITH THEM???? and is it also normal to want to touch them…a lot (maybe is bc ive only seen them online idk)?

does this seriously mean u maybe be falling in love with them, even if u dont feel like u are?

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we're all going to the world's fair (2021?) movie review

Sat, 02 Nov 2024 03:32:00 GMT

been wanting to watch this movie for so long, and ive tried to a couple of times but i either was way too tired or i got caught watching it at 3am. but now that ive been lucky enough to finish it...im speechless

spoilers bellow!!!

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finallyy…

Fri, 01 Nov 2024 13:07:48 GMT

yesterday i managed to finish my shitty ryo cosplay :D!!1 heres how it looked like :3

im quite happy with how it looked like…though im sad that it damaged when i went trick or treating since i got stuck in some crowds (and my wings are big af ;-;) and it rained later :(. anyway, i looked cool for a while and thats what matters :D

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i think i might develop a bromance with my online bestie

Thu, 31 Oct 2024 16:37:54 GMT

i love them sm, they’re lowkey the light of my days, the person i love talking with the most hehe. i want to hug them, caress them and dance hugged with them once we meet (WHY DO THEY HAVE TO LIVE IN FRANCE. WHY?!?!?!?!??!?!!?!) and dance together to hinoi team’s songs. i want to see they irl, admire their skin eyes and beautiful hair, feel them next to me and go do all of the stuff we wish we could BUT WE CANT CAUSE THEY LIVE IN FRANCE (i hate god for this sm). i want to walk holding hands with them, eat smth together, give them a small peck on their cheek, listen them forever…uuugggghhhhhh judnwouefwnfuwnrfjnwnfld I LOVE THEM SM (and they think im physically cute!!!! AAAAAA) my heart will forever stay with them, even if our friendship doesnt last long, they will forever remain in my heart…its been ages since i felt this way for someone, and even if this feeling probably comes from some loneliness but i love this, and i love them too. and i geniunly want to write fanfiction of them and me as devilman crybaby characters (i want to be ryo heheh, im perfect the role: i dont see them often due to living in different countries, i love them with all of my heart, i am a quite logical person, im rich (me when my balnce is more than 5.000 pesos), im the most attractive person in the world/jk, I WANT TO BE AN ANGEL, i cosplayed him this halloween, i struggle with empathy sometimes, i have quite a logical approach when dealing with people, i can go very far to reach my goals and i want to look cool. AND THEY’LL BE PERFECT AS AKIRA :DDD, also they like goth clothing i cant imagine how good they’ll look after amon posseses them with cute goth clothes :DD!!!!!!!!)

also does this mean i had a bromance with my third grade bestie?

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update on the costume

Wed, 30 Oct 2024 13:39:50 GMT

after working tirelessly on it for the past few days, ive finally come to a point where its somewhat finished. here is how it looks like rn:

i need to fix some of the structure since the wood i used is quite weak and i didnt sew some parts right due to lack of thread and i need to cover it up with white tape so it fits with the clothes, but i will finish that 2day (i may skip school tho). i also made a head piece but i dont have pics of it rn. luckily i have some clothes that i can use to recreate ryo’s oufit :D

i will bring it to my swimming club’s halloween party 2day and 2morrow to school (even if im not supposed to hehe) which is smth im excited for :D

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what did i got myself into

Sun, 27 Oct 2024 03:48:54 GMT

why did i decide to make the shitty ryo asuka cosplay...i just have 2 pairs of wings (and one is broken due to my idiotness) and i need to make 6 ;-;...luckily ive managed to find some cloth for the other wings but idk still...

is abt to be 11pm, id better continue working rn ;-,. maybe if i sorta finish today ill be able to practice for my presentation

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finals :(

Sat, 26 Oct 2024 13:42:26 GMT

is the end of my 4th term now, which means im leaving school in 3 weeks :D…but i have to do a couple of stuff ;-;. i have one big test and an extremely important exposition next week, so i gotta prepare myself for it since idk much about the exams stuff (this thing of not caring much about school is starting to affect me 😭) and im also not very prepared for it, so ig ill just kms this weekend :D. i plan today to study for the test and tomorrow i will prepare for the presentation, and ill do more practices until then.

also halloween is coming up :D!! i plan to do a shitty ryo asuka cosplay and then ill just to my neighborhoods halloween party and to my swimming clubs one. i dont have friends to go trick or treat (and most of them will go to halloween parties anyway, which would still be nice) so ill just stay at home watching movies or smth (maybe i could get an invitation this week??? i better text them rn). yeah, thats all :), bye :3

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i just watched round 7 of alien stage

Fri, 25 Oct 2024 10:16:42 GMT

what the fuck..? (spoilers ahead)

luka is as graceful as always...though he did the THING and nooooooooooooo
i dont wanna talk about till
NOOOO MIZIIII. vivinos what do u have against her innocence
luka looked gorgeoys though i wanna draw him, and what was his face after triggering till?
the song is a banger though, i will dance to it lol

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idk ;.;

Tue, 22 Oct 2024 19:14:09 GMT

i wonder how he doesn’t hate himself for being useless, naive and lazy. i wonder how he never realizes he has it easy. i wonder how he never knows he’s being dishonest, nor even a gut feeling that something is wrong with the very thing he created. i wonder how he doesn’t consider learning as an option. i wonder how he doesn’t even know something else is outside his little sheltered world. i wonder how he accepts being melodramatic when his heart is probably feeling empty. i wonder how he doesn’t realize this even if he’s older than me, and has lived more than me. maybe im the one being dramatic here…but yeah ;-;

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random thing my brother told me

Mon, 21 Oct 2024 19:23:25 GMT

apparently im cursed with not being able to mantain friendships for over a year, ever since i lost my old friend group (like 2 years ago)

i find this quite nonsensical, but taking into account how ive lost my previous only two friends due to lack of touch (one moved to another school and is busy as hell, and other one got extremely busy with academics and i think she made new friends, and we dont talk much by text) and it seems other of my current friends is going down the same path…is makes weird sense. i hope is not true though, i dont wanna lose my online pookie i love them sm ;-;

i hope this isnt true tbh, and i hope i will be able to avoid it ;-;

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lisa frankenstein (2024) review!!! (shitty one lol)

Mon, 21 Oct 2024 14:54:43 GMT

hello everyone!! b4 continuing this will have spoilers for the movie, so pls take that into account :).

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kinnie list !!!

Wed, 16 Oct 2024 19:11:38 GMT

just some characters i like and relate to at some extent :3 (feel free to asume im a shitty person lol)

- momoko (kamikaze girls)
- yui sakura (words bubble up like soda pop)
- misuzaki (keep your hands off eizouken!)
- kyomoto (look back)
- kayla (eight grade)

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quick thoughts

Fri, 11 Oct 2024 14:37:52 GMT

i talked in a last post abt nothing except everything, hoping that the movie will leave my head so i could focus on more important stuff, such as drawing or school ;-;, BUT VERY MUCH SADLY IT DIDNT. ive been thinking about it FOR SO LONG, not bc the movie itself is thought-provoking, BUT the reactions of the film are, and tbh that led me to think abt it too hard and to check the new letterboxd reviews everyday, also, that movie hitted waaayyyy to close to home since its literally everything i fear my art and myself are, specially due how easy i could end up like it due to how close the filmamker and i are in conditions and surriondings (istg ik many people here who are like him, praise him mindlesly...but idk i feel like some people would hate him), or the fact i was kinda like him when i was 12. yeah thats kinda terrifying, so maybe thats why it hasnt left my mind since then.

i would absolutely LOVE to talk abt it more in depth, but idk since it would take me soooo long and id like to do it better since rn most of my thoughts are pretty much a mess and i need to get more evidence to fully sustain them, plus i dont think ill post it here, BUT ON A FULLY ANIMATED YT VID CUZ IM AN AMBITIOUS IDIOT. it will take a lot of work i havent done,but id like to do it once school is over so i could finish it 4 January idk. or maybe i should post my messy thoughts rn???? idk, but I highly doubt this movie would leave me soon…

im gonna kms if this actually becomes a special interest 😭

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should i post some of my art here?

Thu, 10 Oct 2024 00:55:42 GMT

i started a challenge 3 days ago, which was to draw most of the people from my vogue magazine, which are aproximately 150. these 3 days, ive only drawn 3 people (i also started the 4th sketch, but i havent finished yet ;-;) and i want to do more, but should i post my advancements here? or maybe my old art? please tell me :D!!!!

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life lol…

Fri, 04 Oct 2024 00:55:38 GMT

everything has been pretty boring tbh, days just go by and by and by and by and nothing cool happens. im quite tired, specially with the heat. it almost feels like a fever, killing anything inside me, only leaving an empty void AND BOREDOOOM ;-;. i stopped caring about tests, which is pretty rare (gifted kid syndrome lol), and my grades have gotten down. i shouldnt complain much though, i have my friends, my swimming club and my family :3, just because life is boring doesnt mean is shitty, and were getting a free week! :D

im going to watch some movies or write in my journal rn, my phone got confiscated again but ill get it 2morrow. i watched the look back movie yesterday and i loved it <3. we visited a comunity service place and we had a fun time :)

gotta go my dog is here :3!!

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i dont have a life...but i have school :')

Sun, 29 Sep 2024 20:28:08 GMT

since my life is the least intresting thing in existence/hj, im going to talk about my experience going through (rn and for the next 4 years) a frequent and important situation...attending school :D B)/hj

sooo...im currently in eight grade, and as my life nothing intresting happens to me there. im going to give some context about the school i go to before: is a private one, we have 13 years and aproximately 600 students in total (so each year has aproximately 46 six students per year who are divided in 2 groups), our academic average is good and...idk what else, that seems the most important stuff :3. oh and we have a partnership with a kindergarden, since most kids who graduate from it go to our school to start their elementary years and is a catholic school.

academically, my school would seem to have an intense program, which im not going to deny, but it isnt THAT bad??? sure, sometimes we do pretty hard stuff, but not everything is like it. the hardest subjects are science, spanish and history since our teachers are obssesed with make us think critically and are pretty strict, dont get me wrong, those are very important skills, BUT sometimes excercises get a little too hard ;-;...and dont even get me started on final projects i fucking hate those. but the rest are ok, the other important subjects (english and math) are pretty easy, and the math teacher is lazy af so we do nothing there. the rest of the subjects are either fine or just useless (and tbh i often skip them), and tbh i could use them to work on the hard subjects, BECAUSE THE HARD SUBJECTS ARE HARD AF, to give u an idea of how wild things can get, this 2nd trimester's final science project was to code an ecriptation system on scratch that somehow use everything we've sawn on the last and this trimester. yeah ;-;, but it seems this makes college less hard soo...

besides mandatory subjects, we have a technology and science program who's only purpose is to establish the school's reputation on competitions (no joke thats the thing they care mostly about) or support kids who like it. most of the kids there are pretty smart (for obvious reasons im not there im a dumbass ;-;) but we arent very strong contestants, imo most of it is just for advertasing so people wont complain about the monthly pay idk, but tbh most of the stuff they do is waaaayyyy to hard so i get why they cant do their best everytime. we also have the onu program, WHICH IS FUCKING HELL HOW TF ARE PEOPLE CAPABLE OF COMPLETING IT AND ACTUALLY DO A GOOD JOB IS TOO COMPLICATED AAAAA (i tried appliyng this year and it sucked ;-;, but tbh i was pretty irresponsible with it because casually we need to do the big stuff on the second trimester, JUST WHEN WE HAD THE SCIENCE PROJECT I PREVIOUSLY MENTIONED there's no way i was able to complete both of them BUT SOME PEOPLE SOMEHOW DID my respects to them) and an ultimate final project: each year has a different one and while it isnt related to any subject, is mandatory and plays a mayor role on your final grade, i also dislike those since they seem pretty useless, but they're important so it doesnt matter. overall, i have mixed feelings about the academics, because on one hand they seem to do it because they care about us but they also seem to do it just for the reputation (which would be understandable since after all they're technically a corporation, not a school/srs and they need something so parents will inscribe their kids there...but idk it feels wrong), but i just hope this actually makes college less hard since most classes are desinged as college ones. if that myth is false imma kms/jk

socially...i dont have friends. but people seem to be snobbish yet kind (levels may vary) and just act like normal teens. though well, social pressure seems to be huge here (as always), which would explain why everyone looks and acts the same and why you can get pretty isolated if u dont "fit in". this always happens to me, which is the reason is been kinda hard to get back at habing friends, most of the time it seems as if they were on a whole different an unknown universe as mine, and while im curious about it...idk how to get there, most of the basis of the schools friendships is GOSSIP and colombian teen culture...which idk shit about ;-;, so yeah, things can get pretty hard at it and my only outlet to talk with others is the fact people percieve myself as a smart kid and talk with me to help them with academics, and other thing that makes it quite hard is because i have quite a dislike for the snobbish people there...who are a lot...heheh, thats mostly my fault but anyway, im content about it, i may not have friends on school but the friends i have outside are pretty nice and i love spending time with them (ily mandonia and sara <<<333). thats pretty much it hehe, most the kids just act like normal dumb teens, nothing much.

thats pretty much it,tell me if you'd like to go to my school hehe, bye!!!

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santa sangre (1989) and words bubble up like soda pop (2021) movie reviews

Sun, 29 Sep 2024 14:21:07 GMT

hello everyone!! srry for not posting a lot recently (i was working on some entries...but i got lazy lol and they were pretty long and at this rate is likely they wont see the light of day...), but these 2 days ive watch 2 very cool (yet VERY different lol) movies, so i though i would review them here :D!

spoilers for santa sangre and words bubble up like soda pop !!!!

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have a nice day, bye !!!

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