John Erhardt was a well-known and beloved figure in Cincinnati, Ohio, where he did long stints as a guitarist in two of the cityâs most celebrated rock bands: Wussy and the Ass Ponys. So, when he passed away, a whole bunch of people showed up to his memorial serviceâexcept that his loved ones couldnât hold a traditional memorial service, because Erhardt died in May of 2020: The earliest, most uncertain and unnerving weeks of the Covid-19 pandemic.
âI just remember yelling, âWe love you!â to his widow out the window because we had to keep moving. We couldnât even stop the car,â says Lisa Walker, Erhardtâs longtime bandmate in Wussy. âIt was at the largest cemetery in town, and theyâre usually pretty well set up for all kinds of events, but I donât think they understood how many cars were going to show up. The whole place filled up before we did the processionsâhundreds of cars, and thereâs a minutiae of loss for all those people.â
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That minutiae of loss is the concept at the center of âThe Great Divide,â the first track on Wussyâs new album Cincinnati Ohio, their first in six years and first since Erhardtâs passing. Written and sung by Walker, the song is a wistful meditation on the mundane things that can bring grief to the surface: Walking into a grocery store, a particular melody, initials scribbled on a piece of equipment, a memorable quirk. âJohn got us all to start doing screengrabs of our phones when it was 11:11. That was his favorite number,â Walker says. âWe say âhiâ to him at that time every day.â
Walker is not alone in grieving Erhardtâs death. Wussyâs rhythm sectionâdrummer Joe Klug and bassist Mark Messerlyâplayed alongside Erhardt for years; Chuck Cleaver worked with him on and off for more than two decades, both in Wussy and in the Ass Ponys. Cleaver wrote a handful of the songs on Cincinnati Ohio, but they were largely finished before May of 2020. âIâve always written about pretty grim topics. My preferred genre is probably best described as âsad bastard,ââ he says. âI really like sad music. I like sad songs. They make me feel better.â
Cleaver and Walker formed Wussy in 2001 and have since used it as a vehicle to write and record warm, expansive indie rock built from ragged guitars, roots-y resonances, and Midwestern melancholy. Theyâve been remarkably consistent, releasing eight great albums in 20 years and earning enthusiastic fans among both fellow musicians and music critics like Robert Christgau, who has called Wussy, unequivocally, âthe best band in America.â
Cincinnati Ohio will do nothing to deter their devotees. Top to bottom, it is packed with patient and cinematic songs about death and desperation, perseverance, love, hope, gratitude, and, of course, the unrelenting march of time. The songs exist as much for the members of Wussy as they do for the rest of the world. âWriting these songs definitely helped me move on, in some ways,â Walker says. âItâs sort of what I had to do in order to take the next step and take a full breath again.â
Below, Cleaver and Walker talk about some of their favorite music on Bandcamp, ranging from alt-country classics to gentle indie pop to an ambient video game soundtrack.
John Moreland
In the Throes
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Cleaver discovered Oklahoma singer-songwriter John Moreland while he and Walker were playing a duo show at a friendâs house. âHe played it for me and I immediately was like, âJesus Christ! Who is this guy?ââ he says. âThe next time we went back, John had played there and my friend got me an autographed copy of the record, and it said, âChuck, I want to be you when I grow up.ââ Cleaverâs favorite thing about Morelandâs music is the honesty that comes through his downcast folk songs. âItâs hard to find people who arenât afraid to break your heart with their truth. Heâll cut himself open, man,â he says. âThereâs not a clunker on this record. Itâs just absolutely 100% solid.â
The Embarrassment
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Active in Kansas in the late 1970s and early â80s, The Embarrassment were a punky pop band with a jangly, sharp-cornered soundâlike a weirder Midwestern Feelies, Cleaver says. âAss Ponys got to open for them once,â he remembers. âThey were just the best band in the world.â The Embarrassment released a five-song EP in 1981 that has since been reissued by Brooklynâs Almost Ready Records. âI walked into the record store one day and saw (their) single and I thought, âThat looks interesting. Iâll give it a chance,ââ Cleaver says. âAnd I went home and played it to death. Great songwriting. Great execution. They all four wore glasses and looked like complete nerds, but they were amazing.â
Richard Buckner
Bloomed
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The debut full-length from itinerant folk singer Richard Buckner, released in 1994, is a favorite of both Cleaver and Walkerâs. While gushing about it, they both at one point just start naming songs they love: âBlue and Wonder,â âEmma,â âUp North,â âGauzy Dress in the Sun.â
ââGauzy Dress in the Sunâ makes me cry,â Cleaver says. For both, the appeal lies in Bucknerâs vulnerability, his unconventional use of language to imbue his songs with emotion, and his punk rock ethos. âI have chills over my whole body just trying to come up with the words to say about this record,â says Walker. âThatâs how much itâs meant to me over the years.â
Advance Base
Animal Companionship
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âWe met [Advance Baseâs] Owen [Ashworth] when we played with him, and it was the first show Chuck and I did that wasnât a livestream after the pandemic,â says Walker. âWe didnât really know what to do, so we played with our masks on because we didnât know the protocol,â she says. âHe was so sweet. He didnât give us shit about it or anything.â Walker first heard Advance Baseâs quiet synth-pop on comedian Joe Peraâs peaceful 2020 special, Relaxing Old Footage with Joe Pera, which ended with scenes of Milwaukee set to the song âYour Dogâ from Animal Companionship.
âIt was so beautiful,â she says. âThis whole album is beautiful.â
Cush
Cush
Walker picked Cushâs 2000 self-titled album in part because, she says, âyou canât find it anywhere but Bandcamp.â Itâs the project of Michael Knott, a pioneer of the alternative Christian rock scene best known for his band Lifesavers Underground. Cush finds him making sparkling pop-rock with members of The Prayer Chain, Starflyer 59, and other bands. âThis is a vestige of my Christian youthâgrowing up in youth groups and going to church with your parents and trying to do your best but feeling like you really didnât fit in,â says Walker, âand then sort of finding comfort in this whole Christian alternative movement that was peopled with grown-up versions of those of us who didnât fit.â
Sadly, Knott passed away in March; NPRâs obituary called him a âbrash and brilliantâ musician who âchallenged the faithful to examine their faults and hypocrisies.â Wussy has covered âHeaven Sent,â the first track on Cush. âI love the music of outsiders,â Walker says, âeven if it falls within a genre that Iâm not as locked into as I once was.â
INERT
2INERT
Here, Cleaver and Walker keep it the family: INERT is Wussy bassist Mark Messerlyâs Americana project. âWe wouldâve picked it even if he wasnât in our band because we both really like this album heâs put out,â Cleaver says. âItâs really good, and heâs a really good songwriter.â Walker points out that Messerlyâs singing voice has a âSteve Earle edgeâ to it, and his songs are stripped down, efficient and totally DIY: âHe made this record himself and put it out himself and I love the brevity of it. This record reminds me of my favorite aspects of seeing shows where thereâd be, like, a hardcore band and then a singer-songwriter like Jeffrey Lewis or Colleen Green.â
The Clientele
Bonfires on the Heath
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At first, Walker struggled to appreciate The Clienteleâs Bonfires on the Heath because of an association with an old boyfriend. But eventually, she couldnât resist. âIâd put it on and it was just so beautiful,â she says. âOnce I got locked in, I couldnât tear myself away. For me, itâs like listening to Mozart, you know? Itâs the romance music of our time.â Walker likes albums that transport her to another place, like a mini-vacation. If sheâs ever exiled to a desert island, she says this will be one of the CDs she brings as a companion. âI think itâs one of the most amazingly pretty albums Iâve ever heard. And the best thing about The Clientele is they are still putting out records and the records are good.â
Ben Babbitt
Kentucky Route Zero Original Soundtrack
Walker is not a hardcore gamer, but she did get into Kentucky Route Zero, a âmagical realist adventure game about a secret highway running through the caves beneath Kentucky, and the mysterious folks who travel it,â according to its website. âI played it this last year, and I enjoyed it because it has a lot of literary references and it mixes in things that actually happened in Kentucky and things that happened in novels and things that never happened and creates this whole world,â she says. The soundtrack is largely ambient, though it includes a few gospel and bluegrass tunes, too. âThe music in this game is so good. You just want to hear it all,â says Walker. âI donât want to ruin it for anyone, but when I reached the end of the game and the final song was performed, I was just beside myself sobbing. This soundtrack just haunted me. It still runs through my head.â